I just had this idea and I wanted to start a new story, based on my new idea. I hope you'll like it :) It's going to be Jeremy/Tyler and a little Jeremy/Damon, too.
And I think I like short chapters... :)
When you came in the air went out.
And every shadow filled up with doubt.
I don't know who you think you are,
But before the night is through,
I wanna do bad things with you.
- Jace Everett, Bad things
He was falling in a deep, dark abyss, from where he couldn t get away without any help. He saw a young woman in the distance who shouted something,
but he could not understand what she said. She reached out for him. Now he recognized her, it was Anna. Anna, who left him. Now he was not far from her anymore.
But it was not Anna, it was Vicki. Vicki Donovan, his first real love. She left him as well. Both of them were dead. No one could help them anymore.
Everyone who he loved, everyone who loved him, died on him eventually.
And so he did he was dying. The painkillers were killing him, he took almost every pill from that pill box. Only a few still lay in the washbowl of his bathroom.
Vicki disappeared, he was alone again. Alone in this deep, black hole. Suddenly, a lot of faces passed by the faces of his parents who stared at him,
Elena and Jenna s who seemed to cry and to snob. And there was the face of Tyler Lockwood who seemed pretty calm.
Tyler Lockwood,who was more for him than just a mate. Nothing happened between the two of them. They just spent some time together since
Vicki's death, hanging around, conveying comfort. Without punching each other. But he know he felt more for this young man, what he could not admit.
But now it was too late. His heart stopped beating and his body was dying.
He opened his eyes slowly which was quite difficult because his eyelids felt pretty heavy. He was still in his room, lying in his bed.
His desk lamp was still turned on. He looked at the clock on his bed table 2.30 am.
He knew instantly, what had happened before. He had drunk Anna s blood and taken nearly a whole pill box of painkillers in order to die and to become a vampire.
But he surely didn t felt like a vampire right now. He felt terrible. His head hurt and there was a strange feeling in his stomach, agonizing discomfort in his jaw.
Anna didn t tell him about that. Probably he failed and he still was human because he could not switch off his pain and sadness like Damon said before.
He just wanted to switch it all off. This was the only reason why he did this. He didn t want to feel the pain anymore. He didn't want to stay at home anymore.
He could not. Therefore he took his jacket and sneaked out of the house. Jeremy Gilbert could not sense that he was not alive anymore.
His body was urging him to complete the transformation.
