I dont own anything except the girl charter who dont have a name right know.
The song is Dear John by Taylor swift. i dont own the song or Twilight charaters
Again I sneak back into my house. If my mom found out that I snuck out and went to see Jacob just for him to break my heart for the hundredth time i would be dead.
"WERE HAVE YOU BEEN!" I hear the drunk screams of my abusive mother. Before I could answered I was slapped a crossed the room.
"Hey David." I said as I got up and looked at the man who my mother was dating. Know that my mom is to drunk or high to move he does all the beatings. Even sometimes he rapes me, but I never told Jacob because his world right now is Bella
Long were the nights when
My days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps
Praying the floor won't fall through, again
My mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine
Again, he left me again for the leech's girlfriend. I loved him more than anyone. My mother who Jacob used to protect me from started to yell and say how I was demented and how could someone as good as Jacob to love me.
I'm starting to believe everything that my mother says. I am worthless and no one will love a girl so ugly and beaten.
You paint me a blue sky
And go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game
But you changed the rules everyday
Wonderin' which version of you I might get on the phone, tonight
Well I stopped pickin' up and this song is to let you know why
I always believe that he would see how much I loved him. That when Bella left to go save Edward he would turn around and see me waiting for him, like I always did when him and Bella disagreed.
For a while when Bella and Jacob weren't talking he made me believe that all the waiting and praying and all that crying and blood stain sheets were over. I believed that we were really happy. But the blue sky that we had he turned it cold black. He went back to Bella and left me again.
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young
To be messed with
The girl in the dress
Cried the whole way home, I should've known.
As I lay on my mattress since I didn't deserve I bed, I saw the dress I brought with all the saved up money I made working. I could have used that money for a way out of the hell hole but instead I brought this dress which I will never wear since he told me he didn't want to go to his prom.
I didn't know if it because he didn't want to go at all or he just didn't want to go with me… I believe the last one.
Well maybe it's me
And my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need
To give love and take it away
That night I cried so hard. He did it again. He messed with my emotions and didn't care how hurt I got. Maybe it was a sick game to him. Use the sweet and caring abused girl until Bella wants him.
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said
'Run as fast as you can'
Don't get me wrong Jacob isn't a bad guy… He just is misunderstood by everyone. And the fight we had tonight, I became one of his traitors on the list of everyone who hated Bella.
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young
To be messed with
The girl in the dress
Cried the whole way home
I know if Jacob came though that window right knows, like he did when we were young kids. Before my father left and my mother started beaten me. If he told me he was sorry I would forgive him and I would love him even more.
Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think nineteen's too young
To be played by your dark, twisted games
When I loved you so, I should've known.
"JACOB!" I screamed into the cold and moonless night. "YOU BASTARD! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! SAVE ME JACOB! PLEASE SAVE ME!" I fell over and started to cry harder. I hear the hard footsteps of David coming. I smile softly.
You are an expert at sorry
And keeping the lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you run dry have tired lifeless eyes
Cause you burned them out
I get up and stare at that door thinking of what he will use to beat me this time…How long will it take for the cops to come since I know my next door neighbor will call the cops for that outbreak. Will they get here before or after I die? Will Jacob cry or will he not come to me when I need him.
But I took your matches
Before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks
Over your sad empty town
The door swings open and there stands both my mother and David. If looks could kill oh I would be dead so quickly. I smile and just said hi.
"WHAT THE FUCK!" they both scream. David walks towards me as my mom leans on the door frame for support. I smile and look David in the face.
"What will it be this time caption Dave?" I said. I don't know what happen usually I'm begging for forgiveness. When did I become so cocky?
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young
To be messed with
The girl in the dress
Cried the whole way home
Dave slapped me across the face and when I fell to the floor not once was I afraid.
"YOUR DEAD PRINCESS!" He screamed as he kicked me over and over. I hear my mother laughing and rooting Dave on.
"HE WILL NEVER BE DAD MOTHER!" I screamed and it seemed everything stopped. And my mother walks towards me and looks like a lost child.
"Kill her Dave." She said as she walks away. That's when I started to cry.
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young
To be messed with
The girl in the dress
Wrote you a song, you should've known.
I think every bone in my body is broken and I feel the black come and take me. I look at Dave as he seemed to be getting tired and sobering up. He seemed like he was so sorry that he didn't mean to kill me. But all that thought went out the window when I saw him start to take off his pants.
"I need one more time with you before you die princess." He whispered husky and his eyes misted over with lust. I closed my eyes and I started to hear sirens and some kind of howl.
You should've known
Don't you think I was too young
You should've known.
When everyone finally got there Dave didn't get the chance to rape her. He was taken away and so was her mother. But that didn't matter all I saw was a broken body of my imprint. How could I let this happen to her? I picked her head up and softly nuzzled her neck like a stupid dog. She was still breathing but her heart I could baily hear.
"Sir we need to take her right knows…there might still be a chance." The EMT guy said
They took my life, my world, my air, my everything away and I felt like a balloon in the wind just standing there with her blood on my chest.
"Yo! Embry what happened?" Jacob asks as he runs towards me. I look at him and threw him to the ground. I could kill right now but I know that she would be angry with me. I feel the phase coming so I have to calm down.
"STOP. PLAYING. WITH. HER!" I growled into his face. Jacobs face fell and he pushed me off of him. "If she dies you know what will happen?" I asked Jacob. Jacob shook his head, still new with the whole wolf thing. I look at him with tears rolling down my eyes.
"If she dies, I will die that's the way the imprint thing is." I said "Look at me I'm crying and it because I have to feel everything she feels. I didn't get her on time because I thought she was so upset about you, Jacob you know how she feels and you kill her. I heard her scream out the window and that's when I knew what was going on…DAVE WAS GOING TO RAPE HER!" I got angry again and when I looked back at Jacob I saw the whole pack. I flipped and then phased and ran as fast as I could. 'Please be ok' I said as I felt my heart break even more.
