Hey guys… I haven't written fanfiction for like ever (Three Years to be exact…) so if this totally sucks… you know why…. Anyways… thanks to everyone that has read my fanfiction over the years and I really hope that those of you that are just getting to know me really like what I have to offer…. My writing style is a lot different from a lot of writers…. Because I'm more used to visual not words… I have dreams of becoming a director so that's why I write the way I do… Anyway enough about me for those of you that have actually read this far (who am I kidding… I don't even read this author ramble stuff) Enjoy!

"Hikaru, could we meet somewhere tomorrow?" I spoke into the phone, hoping that my voice wasn't shaking.

"Sure. Where?" he answered.

"Um, the Music Room is fine…"

"Okay. After school? No one will be in there for at least an hour."

"Yeah, that's okay… bye."

"Bye. I love you."

And for the first time in our year long relationship, I couldn't bring myself to say it back.

ONE MONTH EARLIER:

He leaned in to kiss my forehead, as he did every night before I went inside my apartment.

"Um, Hikaru?"

"Yeah?" I'd never stopped him before, so it made sense that he'd be pretty mad at me for doing so… but still, it wouldn't be long until he was happy again… at least, that's what I was hoping.

"Do you… want to come in for a while?"

"…To do what?"

"Oh my goodness! Just come inside!" I pulled him in the doorway to my apartment, closed the door, and led him to my room, ready to make (What I thought at the time) one of the biggest decisions of my life.