"There is reasons why I love her. It's just that I cant tell her. I don't know what is the matter with me. It confuses me, somewhat. Sonny Allison Monroe. She barely knows I exists, and I dream about her every night." Chad wrote in his journal. He got out of bed, and looked into his dresser and pulled out his best shirt, and pants. Today he was actually going to try and talk to her. Since they live like right beside each other, and take the same bus/bus stop, it might work. I walked down the stairs to the kitchen. My mom was sitting on the chair at the table. She looked at me.
"Honey, why are you wearing your best clothes. It is not a wedding, nor a day to wear your best clothing!" Mom scolded me.
"There is a reasonable explanation, but I cant tell you. I am sorry mom, please believe me." I begged, sitting down at the table in front of her. She starred at me, which was kinda scaring me.
"So…. Give me the so called 'reasonable explanation.'" Mom asked, crossing her arms, getting ready for the explanation I had to try and tell her. Seriously, I didn't want to tell my mom I was going to talk to her (sonny), it would be pretty weird.
"Mom, I am going to talk to a girl. Ok? I didn't want to tell you, because even you will agree it would be pretty weird, talking to your son about dating girls. Now I bet you wished you didn't want me to tell ya' huh?" I told her, officially snapping.
"Ok, yeah. Just go to school, your going to be late." Mom told me, standing up and walking over to the sink, putting her coffee cup in it.
"Mom, I still have half an hour. I don't go to school till 8:20! It is 7:50! And I haven't even eaten breakfast yet. I just woke up, mommy." I told her, quiet annoyed at her right now.
"Fine, whatever. Hurry and eat, and then get your butt out of the house. Ok?" She asked, quiet obviously annoyed at me, too. Which I didn't know why she was, I wasn't even doing anything too her. She was the one who was being annoying, and herself.
About 20 minutes later, I walked out of my house, just to see the brown haired beauty that I have been dreaming about for my entire life. (well not my entire life, but you catch the drift). I ran over to her, very steadily. I tapped her shoulder, she turned around, almost immediately. She looked frightened.
"Can I help you?" She asked, me annoyed.
"Um, no. But I wanted to introduce myself. I am Chad Dylan Cooper. I am in all of your classes, and I have a slight crush on you. Oh my gosh, I cant believe I said that. I am so sorry." I apologized, feeling my face get slightly red. She laughed, her perfect laugh at me. And smiled. I smiled back her beautiful face.
"Hey, hey it is ok. I don't mind. I have had millions of people tell me they have a crush on me. I am used to it, don't worry. And, I am Sonny Allison Monroe. Nice to meet you Chad." She smiled, as we shook hands.
"Do you wanna walk to the bus stop together? I am at the same stop as you, in case you didn't know." I told her.
"I know you go to the same stop as me. I am not one of those girls who have everything in the world, and don't care about her surroundings. I care for people. But I cant walk with you, I have some things going on with my family, and I kinda wanna be alone. I am sorry." Sonny apologized to me. I could see her eyes filling up with tears. I took her hand.
"You can tell me what's going on. I want our friendship to be something. That we could tell each other everything, no matter what it is. Walk with me, and tell me everything. I know we just met but, I have a feeling that we will be good friends." I smiled at her. She smiled back.
"Ok, come walk with me. I will tell you what is going on with my horrible life." She said, starting to walk away. But before she could she turned around and took my hand. I was internally jumping for joy.
As we walked, she explained what was happening. "So, my family has been going through a tough time." She began, I could see tears build up in her eyes. "My grandparents have been going through this very back illness. And, if they keep it up, they have a 90% chance they will die. And right now, they are at a 80% chance they will die. And, it has been very hard on my family. Especially me, because I have known them my entire life. And, I am 17 years old. I don't really like talking about this, to people. But you made me know that I can depend on you, and I have to thank you for that. Thank you." This made me love her even more. She was such a nice girl, and to know she was suffering from this, it made her seem like such a more wonderful person. "Now, I cant sleep without crying. It isn't the best thing that has happened in my life. And I have had a lot of things happen to me. My parent got divorced, my littlest sister just died only two years ago. I usually don't tell people about this. But, me telling you, that has never happened before. So you can figure out that you mean a lot to me, if I tell you this stuff. Thank you for making me tell you this, I don't feel as sad anymore. You helped me more then you could imagine, thank you so much." She smiled.
"Wow, I am so sorry Sonny. You seem like such a up beat person, but to know that your suffering from something so utterly horrible. You amaze me." I smiled at her, oh so wonderful, and brown eyes. I started to drift off into the land of everything wonderful. Starring into her eyes, was the one thing that kept me sane.
"Hello, are you still here? I asked you a question you didn't answer me." She said, as I snapped back to reality.
"Oh sorry, I was just thinking. What was your question again?" I asked. I felt my face get redder by the minute, making me totally embarrassed.
"I asked if you wanted to hang out after school today. If your busy I don't mind. I just wanted to talk, maybe you could help me with a problem I have been having with some friends." Sonny said.
"Yeah, I will hang out with you. Oh shit!" I yelled, as the bus drove up at out bus stop.
"What. Oh, don't worry it will wait. It is me who isn't there, oh well and you. Trust me it will wait."
We ran to the bus, it was still there. Dang she was right. "We should sit together on the bus." I said. She nodded getting on the bus and finding a open seat. Me sitting beside her.
