And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
He looked out the window. Frost crept up the outside of the glass, while his breath clouded the inside. But through this murky sight, a spot of red was walking down a white road. Reaching out, pale hands met cold glass and he traced the red dot. She was the only friend he had. To him her friendship was like heaven and he didn't want to let go yet.
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
The taste in his mouth was sorrow. She was the most important thing in his life. He wished he could just breathe her in and have a life next to her. But he had a reputation and she was not part of it no matter how he looked at it. He would not miss seeing her tonight, however much she did not want to see him.
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
He wished the ground would just swallow him up. Then he wouldn't face his 'friends'. At the same time he wished she would come and fix his broken heart, wanted her to see his real self. The one only she could see.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
Though he wanted to cry, tears would not come to his eyes. He couldn't distract his mind from her to hold back what wasn't there. He'd loved her and she'd betrayed him. He remembered the muggle movie he'd seen with her over summer hols. It had a happy ending with the hero marrying the beautiful maiden. He knew his life was not to be the same. His broken heart kept bleeding, telling him he was alive.
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
Repeated words and promises made no difference to her. She was with another now. His last letter explained his actions and told her reasons why. He talked about all the subjects she cared about and told her why he had done what he did. Nothing made the slightest difference. She still left for a man who said he loved her, but knew not what loving her entailed
Can be for Snape and Lily or Draco and Ginny… Both in my world were left for a Potter.
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