"Shhhh..." She wispered. "Spoilers." I could hear her heart break, and I knew just how much my actions had hurt her.
River Song was the most amazing woman I had ever known. She was intellegent, caring, kind. She had an air of cofidence around her and was never afraid to carry, or for that matter use, a gun. Another thing, something that I always took care to mention, and she always took care to show- she was almost always afraid.
She had been raised by one of the scariest things I had ever known, then, she met me. The man who she needed to kill, who did not make her duty easy. But she didn't realise the man she was to murder was the man she would give her life for. She would give her life for me.
I felt a salty tear fall into my mouth.
"Not now Doctor." I scolded myself. "They'll hear you."
I had lived a long life, most of it without River. I hadn't seen her in, what, 8 regenerations? I was in my 13th when I last saw her. Her last words to me weren't "I love you." like you'd expect from last goodbye- they were "Goodbye Sweetie." How fitting that a relationship such as ours's-unnatural, twisted, awkaward, and alien (it was very much that, no doubt) had ended such a way.
I had gone back for her once after Darillium, told her next time she saw me I couldn't know about this, that I wouldn't know about her. She shouted at me, told me she didn't believe me.
I took her hands and said "You don't have to believe it. Just know that I love you." I closed my eyes as I leaned into her lips and kissed her. We stayed like that, kissing and crying and sighing until we finally broke apart. "River I-" She turned to the Tardis doors. But then her eyes met mine, only for a second, the last second I would ever see her.
"Goodbye Sweetie." she said, and walked off onto the platform that would lead to a rocket, the rocket that would tak her to the Library, to the last me she would ever know. The rocket that would take her to her death.
