I was waiting for him on his bed when he entered his room. He wasn't fast enough to cover the surprise on his face, but it was quickly replaced by a seductive smirk.

"Roxas." He approached me, unzipping his coat. "It's rare for you to be in my room. Usually I have to go to you." Even though he tried to appear nonchalant about it, I knew he was pleased by me being here. His tone made me ache. I should have come to him more often.

He went in front of me and put his hands on each side of my legs, trapping me. Smiling, he asked "So, what's up?"

I feared my voice would crack if I answered him. Instead, I put my hand on his cheek, caressing, and kissed him.

It started slow, gentle, but Axel quickly changed our pace. He rapidly discarded our clothes and pinned me under him. He smiled, trailing kisses all over my body, and his hands roaming everywhere.

I wasn't able to do anything but arch and moan. Everywhere he touched, everywhere he kissed, was on fire. I was loud that night. It felt so much better than every other time we had been together. Probably because I knew it would be our last time. That soon, I'd be gone and we wouldn't even see each other.

When he entered me, I pressed my face against the crook of his neck. I was trying not to, but I cried, a little. I think he noticed, because he was more gentle when we finished. He stroke my face, kissed my temple, my cheek, my mouth. I heard him whisper "I love you" and it took a lot for me to not break down, right there. I managed to act as though I hadn't heard him. I couldn't bring myself to respond back, so I just pressed my body against his, and let him wrap his arms around me.

I don't know if he felt the finality of what had happened. I hope he didn't.

Deciding to leave the Organization was the hardest choice I had to make. Tomorrow, I'll be leaving this place to try and find Sora, my other. I hate myself for hurting him, but I'll be leaving Axel, the only certainty I have in this world. I can only hope that, in the end, it'll be worth it.