I saw them again a while ago, it was always him and her "perfect" girlfriend. After all, he was perfection. Oh how I wished that I was the one whom his arms are around with. His eyes were this captivating color, his hair was always a mess atop of the beautiful head of his. And his lips, oh, that lips that begged to be kissed.

Edward Cullen was always the "unattainable" guy I always wanted to be with. He's the captain of the school's basketball team, the teacher's pet and all around good guy.

And his girlfriend? The principal's daughter, Tanya Denali. She was the popular type, the cheerleader captain and the homecoming queen. She and Edward are the perfect couple- in the eyes of others of course.

Maybe you're wondering why I'm telling you this, well, first of all. I'm Isabella Marie Swan, daughter to Renee and Charlie Swan. And I like Edward Cullen since I first saw him.

flashback..

I hurried to the administration's office before the bell rang. I tried to run as carefully as I can just so that I would not trip on something like air perhaps? Anyways, I was on my way to the office, until I bumped to something (more like tackled to the wall by someone), as always stumbled and tried to hurry to the office when I heard this beautiful voice.

"Oh, I'm really sorry. Are you alright?" he said

"Yea, I'm used to it, I trip on virtually anything so its no biggie"

He laughed! Oh my God! His laugh was perfect!

" It seems like your new here, I'm Edward Cullen, and your are?"

"Bella, Bella Swan, hey do you know where the admin office is? I'm sort of lost?"

"Sure I'll take you there" he offered.

"Thanks"

On our way to the office, all I could do was admire this god before me. I noticed his hair, his perfect body, and everything. He told me stuff about this school and asked me why I moved here and why I chose this school.

After a few minutes, we finally reached the office.

"Here. Just talk to Ms. Hurley and she will give all the forms to you! Goodluck Bella."

"Thanks"

The same day, I met Alice Cullen, Edward's sister, his boyfriend Jasper McCarthy and Rosalie Hale. We clicked instantly and became closer since then.

end flashback

And now, it's officially one year, 3 months and 2 weeks since I liked him. And also one year 3 months and 2 weeks since I feel this weird feeling when I see him with that Tanya girl. Maybe I'm jealous or whatever but I don't really like her.

"Common Bells! Stop sulking and get down here! Jasper sucks in Guitar Hero" Emmett shouted from downstairs.

"Yeah yeah I'm coming!"

Every Friday night we always had game night or movie night. Rosalie, Jasper and Alice would sleep over and eat pizza or just chill with me and my brother Emmett.

Rosalie and Emmett were together a month since we moved here, Rosalie's the perfect blond, co-captain of the cheer squad and one of the popular girls in school and Alice, well, she is a handful. She's the smallest among us, but boy! she can burst and bounce around the room like a little pixie, but I love them, they are the greatest best friends I can ever have.

"Bella, common! Kick Emmett's ass in Guitar Hero! For revenge!" Jasper teased as I picked up the controller

"Yea right Jaz! Trash talk would get you nowhere!" Emmett laughed.

The night continued on, we even played truth or dare with shots. That was a fun one! We ended up being drunk and called the night off.

I got Alice's fone and dialed Edward's number. With all the liquid courage I drank this night, I think I can pull it off.

"What Alice? It's 2 in the morning" Edward groggily said

"Well Edward, this is Bella, I just wanted to tell you that I love you, and I hate that Tanya bitch for clinging on to you. That's all have a good night!" I slurred. and dropped the phone.

"Bella? Are you okay?" And then I hung up