Dear Clark,

I know that you're probably wondering where I am right now. The truth is that I don't know where I am. I'm lost. I'm lost because my mind is always wandering towards one thing, and that thing is you. Over the past few weeks, I have managed to get away from everything that reminds me of you, but there is always this constant reminder that tells me every second of every damn day that I'm still in love with you. I've managed to ignore the hole in my heart, but now, it just feels numb. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm moving, or at least trying to move on. I'm sorry. I will never forget all the memories we had together. I will never regret all the smiles that you had managed to put on my face, but I will regret how we ended. If I could change one thing in the world, it would be my last three words. I never wanted us to end on those terms, but I guess it was for the better.

Lois