Yey! This is my first fan fiction. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

WARNING: There will be lots of cursing throughout the story. We all know how much of a potty-mouth Ed can be. ;)

Disclaimer: I do not own Fullmetal Alchemist and never will.

Enjoy~


It's all my Fault

It was a cold day. It made Ed's automail hurt. Yes, Edward Elric, also known as the famous, Fullmetal Alchemist. Days like this that brought ache always reminded him of that day. He pulled his cold alchemist pocket watch from his pocket with his human hand and opened it. He traced the engravement with his metal finger before squeezing his eyes shut. Don't forget .10. He remembered that sorrow-filled day like it was yesterday; The day he and Al had burned the house down. Edward had barely heard the heavy oak door of Central Command Station as it creaked open.

"Ed! Get inside before you catch a cold! It's freezing out here!" Al's concerned voice cut through the wind. Al. Ed thought. Al was his little brother. His name was short for Alphonse. Alphonse Elric. Edward stood up silently and walked past his younger brother into the heated building. Edward sat on a padded bench, deep in thought. Alphonse was his only brother. Ed would do anything for him. Anything. Edward had lost Al once before, and he vowed to never, ever let that happen again. It was all my fault, Ed thought. It's all my fault that Al's in that body! Damn! Because of me, he can't feel, taste, smell...And I'm stuck with this hunk of metal for an arm and leg. Oh Winry, what would I do without you? A small tear fell from Ed's weary eyes. It rolled down his cheek. Down. Down. Down. Damn. A gentle voice interrupted his train of thought.

"Brother?" Asked Al. He noticed Ed's puffy eyes and wetness on his cheek. His voice softened. "Brother, what happened? Are you okay?"

Ed faked a smile. "Yeah Al, I'm fine." It wasn't the first smile he had faked. He had faked many, many smiles before. So many, that he was pretty good at it. But not good enough for Al.

"Liar!" Al accused, "You've been crying! I can tell!" Ed let out a small chuckle.

"They say you can't fool your own flesh and blood," Ed shifted towards Al as he sat down next to him. His voice weakened, "Or in our case metal."

Alphonse laughed. "Hey, brother?" Ed looked away. He didn't want his brother to see him like this. So broken. He usually hid it so well, yet it haunted him everyday. In fact, not a day passed where he didn't blame himself.

"Brother," Al put a hand on his brother's shoulder. "Look at me." He urged softly, pleading. Ed didn't respond. "Brother!" He yelled, getting angry.

Ed looked up into his brothers orbs of eyes. Glowing orbs. All because of me. Once more, the tears began to fall. He hugged his younger brother, as if he could vanish at any second, just like that day. That cursed day when they did the taboo of all alchemists. Human Transmutation.


So, what do you guys think? Well, that was chapter 1 (No dur) and I'm not really sure where it's gonna go yet... I'm also unsure if it will be from Fullmetal Alchemist:Brotherhood or just Fullmetal Alchemist. Feel free to leave suggestions or requests, and...

Have a super sparkly day!