A thousand words could not bring you back,I know,because I tried.
A thousand tears could not bring you back, I know because I cried...
As I walk past the dizzying traffic I wonder why I bother,bother to keep up this charade when this is not who I am...the sky above me is a tinted grey, like that of a flickering television channel- the neon lights glare at me,I see my shadow reflect from the eyes of a strery kitten crouched in the veranda...she could say I had come tonight...too bad no one will ask her...maybe the police will invent an animal translator one day...a hysterical giggle burst forth my parted lips- the cat lunges away startled...'' too bad kitty,you'll miss all the show...".The back door creecks open and I slide inside noiselessly..."you forgot to mend the lock again,didn't you? you careless fool...no one will know you beter than I...". Enjoy every moment you used to say...I smile to myself- will I relish your scream tonight when I slit your throat? well I can always imagine it to be a scream of ecstasy!...
My eyes track the soothing green walls,my footsteps echo in the deserted hallways,the shadows of a not so distant past reach out for me from the darkened corners...memories are like the haunted footsteps in the old victorian staircases..they always follow you,..but,whenever you look back there is really no one behind you...you are always alone...
How many moments make up a life? can you count all the pinpricks of light?...
We used to spend hours leaning on that balcony baulstrade,sipping juice...I listening while you bared your heart to me... It could have all stayed just that way...you considering me your best friend and I loving you... why, why then did you fall in love with me?...
uhm well ...I am kinda new...so can you please review and tell me how did I do?
