Warning:
This fanfiction contains language, scenes and disturbed thinking that are not suitable for persons under the age of 17 (including myself yes!). It contains spoilers for up to episode 25 / chapter 58 and L's name. The characters have evolved a lot, and may therefore seem out of character.
This is set half a year after episode 25. Instead of killing L, Rem chose to reveal his and Watari's names to Raito, and thereby giving him the mean to control the detective. Soon after the death of Rem, Raito disposed of Misa, and became officially known as Kira's spokesman, a role that makes him the most powerful man in the world.
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding
for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this
time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not
tormented...Daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached
the bottom
How did it come to this?
The lifeless ragdoll that was the sad remains of L Lawliet was sitting curled up in a chair by the window, watching the rain pour silently down outside.
How did I end up being a pet, a possession
Tears were threatening to escape his eyes. Breaking the silent mask that was his face. Month of mistreatment and despair had made him even more closed to the world. His trembling gaze followed a raindrop slowly sliding its way down the window, wishing himself away.
He didn't notice the presence of the other person, before a long finger removed the tear from his pale cheekbone.
"Crying again, love?" L didn't have to look to see the vicious smirk in the young mans face.
"Don't call me that." He said with the little resistance left in him.
"I call you whatever I want. Lawliet."
The brunette put himself in front of the chair his hand forcing the ex-detective to look up at him. L sought desperately for traces of his friend behind those amber eyes, but all he saw was Kira looking back at him. Pale fingers caressing his motionless face.
When did you turn into this, Raito?
And so, that is the end of this teaser. If you want me to continue, you'll have to review. Constructive critic is very much appreciated.
Credit goes too Lena aka czmadzia whose wonderful alternative endings "The killer in you" inspired me to make this.
