disclaimer: all the characters are property of Enix, etc., there are also some characters of my own.........


In The End It Doesn't Even Have Sense Or.......Does It?
by Kitty-N

I've been dating Jason for 'bout 2 months, since.....Heat told me "that's all..." and he......well, it doesn't matter.
Everything was going fine, but he came back...he asked me to return home with him. And I ignored him...I remembered what I
told the first time we talked after.......that.
I said: "Just remember "
The same say Jason came over for taking care of me, 'cause Jan, the nurse, left for attending a surgery........and my friends had their
own jobs & stuff to do. Jason found Heat and I arguing, he asked Heat to leave, both of them went out and just fought.
Even tough Heat burnt Jason's back, ....that was what Jason said.

Heat left us alone for 6 weeks.
Then the contest had place. In it, all the crews for the new gen. (the DS gen.) would be chosen, except Data Be Bops & Jumbo Max crews, who
attended the Enix building everyday for practicing with their "teachers" (Heat and Strike, obviously) for six months, more less.
During this contest (called "2006-Space" ) Heat tried to get close...without a reason?? nay, he gave me a
letter.......in fact, he put tha letter in my underwear (luckily, I DID wear a bra.....that day, hehehe!) while I was resting in a small office set for Sune.
He also left a yellow rose in my hands. (he knew yellow roses are my favorites....) I didn't notice tha letter, until I was preparing for dancing as an interlude between the other's performances. I stared at the handwriting -"Heat"- but I decided to read it later...I was too tired...but I must go up the stage. I danced "Teachers" in an instrumental version, a version Daft Punk gave me the last time I visited them.
As the "highest priest" of the Daft Punk Witnesses , I must fly to France each.....month (what a sacrifice -rolls eyes- hehe!)

Whatever, everybody was cheering....I love that.......anyways, I was thinking 'bout that letter......I'm very curious.....
-"No, I have to look for Jason, I have to look for Jason,..........." I kept saying...over & over......while I walked toward Sune's office, the only place where I hadn't looked for him.
-"Nothing" I went out again and asked a guy for some other places besides the office, the restrooms, and the cafeteria. He talked about the dressing rooms, and pointed to a lonely room beyond some tent set for entering the contest. I had a strange feeling.
-"Hell, I'll go...." I made track Sune's office again, left my belonging's in the booth with a tuna can in a sign. It was mine, hehehe.....
including my handgun (a P229) and a dagger, things I carried with me since...Hiro.....let's just say that Hiro and I had some trouble.
OH GOD!!, I can't forget that, Hiro was like and elder brother to me.......my only crime was to love him when he helped me after that accident in which I lost everything........because of me....I shouldn't made that phone call......I'd have somebody next to me if it wasn't for that phone call!!
Hiro was my boyfriend, but he made a big mistake, he asked me for sex. But I'd never fuck my brother...
Then I left Germany, and started looking for a better luck in the U.S. I lost his trace for some time. Luckily or......unfortunately he joined the BAG, and found out that I laid with Heat instead of choosing him.......
He then became crazy (and drunk) and he.......r-r-raped m-e........3 t-times........but that last time.....I had to stay at the hospital because.....I lost too much blood, and had lots of wounds........

That's why I had my own weapons, not a bodyguard or that, full of memories........

And the point is...I left them...I don't know why.......
I reached the dressing rooms. I opened the door, walked in. Looked for a switch, found nothin'.

It was so DAMN dark.

Then a voice, "you read tha letter?"
I recognized that voice, a chill went down my spine.......
-"what are you doin' here?", where are u?, why are the lights turned off?!"
-"I needed to talk to you...." he said.
-"Hey! answer me!! I deserve it!!"
-"...come back.....pleeze......."
-"who-oa, no, remember what I told you, I we break, then there's no other chance, I've told it to Hiro, Gas-O.......even Strike, and you know we never became lovers........a-.."
-"so.....I got no chance to get close to you again?

He heard really gloomy.

I walked forward, toward Heat.
-"think of this as a Good-Bye, you were my boyfriend for almost five years so.......we can't break so....."rudely"......

I unzipped his black cargo pants and held his underwear while I pushed his body toward a table......I took mt catsuit off and put Heat's hands in my nude breasts while I sat over him, and rubbed my body against his.....I put his hands appart as I ripped his shirt. I licked his chest......softly.......trying
not to think about Jason.
when he got horny........I gapped my legs, took his dick from the blue tight bikers, and penetrated myself.
I fucked with him everyday....this time it hurt....a bit......I wasn't excited, but this was the only idea I had for getting him outta my way.
So, I started wailing, as I moved up & down.......Heat loved that.
He sat and nibbled my nipples hardly, he just wanted to hear me cry louder........
I resisted, but.....no, I was getting hot.........hardcore is my favorite.........
Heat tried to kiss me, but I avoided the warmth of his lips, just to reach his neck and bite him. As a revenge.....a very stupid one.
Heat started to act widly. I saw crazyness in his eyes...... He fucked me so roughly I felt some tears shed, "no", I thought, but any sound came out, just a set of wailings and breathings. I scratched his back, I saw blood in my nails.......this was turning into a fight......
Heat slapped my face, "do you like this?". I pushed him away. He stood up and I knelt in front of him. I decided to make him the best blowjob in all our lives.......which would let him like...."K.O." or somethin'......
You know, I started sucking, licking and blowing and....stuff. He grabbed tightly to the table, and closed his eyes. I remember some other things my bi-friend told me, and I did them too.......

That was when.....I looked around, just to find Jason in the door, he stared at me.