Thoughtless
By:Erestor83
WOO NEW FIC!
A/N: Thoughtless is a song by Korn (one of my faves by the way)..also I am aware that Silinde is an elf of Imladris, but for the purpose of this fic, he is a Lorien elf...
Pairings: Erestor/Celeborn,Haldir/Glorfindel, Elrohir/Legolas, Elrond/Melpomaen, Elladan/Silinde
Others: Rumil, Orophin, Thranduil, Lindir, and Saelbeth..
OC: Elithraniel, Fararith, Glewiel, Anania, Hadereth, and Andro
Summary: Erestor is angry because of his past..He vows to get even with every elf that has caused him harm, but finds he cannot due to fear..Will Erestor overcome his fear? Will Celeborn be able to stop him if he does?
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Thoughtless
By:Korn
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all my mercy down, down, down
I want to see you try to take a swing at me, come on
Gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny
What the f*ck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me
All, all my hate cannot be bound
(Hate cannot be bound)
I will not be drowned
(I will not be drowned)
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down?
(Try to tear me down)
Beat me to the ground
(Beat me to the ground)
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling as you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and r*pe you the way you r*ped me
And I'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny
What the f*ck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying, when you're dirty in the front of me
All, all my hate cannot be bound
(Hate cannot be bound)
I will not be drowned
(I will not be drowned)
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
(Try to tear me down)
Beat me to the ground
(Beat me to the ground)
I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone
They died
(Gonna take you down)
They all screamed and cried
(Gonna take you down)
I never forget
Never forget
I can't get no where
I never forget
Never forget
(Gonna take you down)
I can't get
I never forget
Never forget
I can't get no where
I never forget
Never forget
(Gonna take you down)
I can't get
I never forget
Never forget
I can't get no where
I never forget
Never forget
(Gonna take you down)
I can't get
I never forget
Never forget
I can't get no where
I never forget
Never forget
I can't get
All, all my hate cannot be bound
(Hate cannot be bound)
I will not be drowned
(I will not be drowned)
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
(Try to tear me down)
Beat me to the ground
(Beat me to the ground)
I will see you screaming
All, all my hate cannot be bound
(Hate cannot be bound)
I will not be drowned
(I will not be drowned)
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
(Try to tear me down)
Beat me to the ground
(Beat me to the ground)
I will see you screaming
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CHAPTER 1
Erestor watched all the happy couples in silence. The realms of Imladris, Lothlorien, and Mirkwood had come together for this joyous occasion. The wedding of the youngest son of Elrond to the Prince of Mirkwood. Erestor scoffed. If only they could see that there was darkness in the world, not all bright and happy as everyone thought. If they only knew that happiness was never promised or that promises were never kept, they would not be standing there smiling. Erestor forced himself away from the spot where he had been standing. He congratulated the newlywed couple with a forced smile upon his face. He knew that Elrohir and Legolas knew nothing of the darker times, but Erestor would have been glad to tell them. Erestor watched as Elrond and Thranduil began to talk of how they could somehow unite their realms once again with Lothlorien. Erestor rolled his eyes. Did Elrond not even know that his eldest son was lovers with the Chief Advisor of Lord Celeborn? Erestor began his walk to the library. In time, they would all see.
TBC...
next chapter will be longer...
