When I think back too everything that has happened to me I feel many things I don't want to. Love, hate, sadness…. Loneliness.

All this because of a boy. Someone I loved too much. Someone who couldn't love me back. It happened in high school.

All my life I was home schooled because my father thought that the outside world was bad for me I was too weak and fragile to go outside. It was in my second year of high school or what should have been my second year did I finally manage to convince my father to let me go to school.

The only reason he had actually agreed was because Neji went to the school as well he was just a year older.

I guess it was because I had been home schooled my whole life but I didn't really know what people my age dressed like. I couldn't watch Tv because my father refused to let me watch and Neji was out of the question he would just look at me weirdly and walk away and my younger sister was also out of the question because she would suggest a mini skirt and a crop top 'I mean what even is a crop top?'.

So I was the one to choose what to wear my first day at school. I don't think I chose anything bad. I just dressed how I always did.

I was wearing a back knee length skirt, a long sleeved white button up with a brown sweater over the top. My hair was hanging down messily reaching my butt. I was also wearing clunky black leather shoes and to top it off I had on my large square base glasses that hid my eyes from everyone.

After looking myself over in the mirror I left my room and grabbed my bag. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen wear my little sister Hanabi was sitting waiting for me to make her breakfast. For some reason she always wanted me to do it even though we have cooks that are much better at cooking than I would ever be.

I could hear clicking of Hanabi's tongue from behind me as she presumably looks over my chosen choice of clothes for the day. "Really sis what are you wearing?" she asked.

"Clothes?"

"Yeah but why that why not something to show off your body. Get all the guys to fall in love with you the first day" Hanabi continued.

"I don't think so I look just fine now eat your food I need to go." I said as I put Hanabi's food in front of her and then picked up my bag and left the house.

I was finally out. Leaving my house was a huge step. And so I made my way to school.

Because I didn't want to get lost on my first day I had decided to read my class schedule and map on my walk towards the school but this however had caused me to bump into some boys. Who weren't exactly nice.

"What you bump me for bitch" was the first words I heard after leaving my house. I tried to tell him that it was by accident. I don't think he really care. He shoved me really hard and I fell over my hands got all scratched up and my glasses fell off my face as well.

I was expecting more for them but it never came instead I noticed to other boys yelling at these guys and then they ran away leaving the two boys who yelled walking to me.

One of them was rambling kneeling in front of me and the other was picking up my glasses. I tried to keep my eyes down just because I thought they would judge me because of them. I only lifted my head up to meet the guy holding my glasses because he was holding them out to me.

"T-thank you" I whispered to them and then left. Ignoring the blonde calling me and the black haired guy staring at my back.

I finally made it to the school and I realized my arm seemed much worse then I originally thought. Looking down at it I found that my arm was bleeding. My sweater and shirt also seemed to be cut. After closer look I found out that I had a piece of glass sticking out my arm.

I hated causing scenes and I thought I could last through it. So I walked through my new school to my assigned locker. I opened it but not without pain and after I put my books into the locker and turned to look around the hall I saw the boys that had helped me on my way to school.

The blond was hot with blond messy hair that looked silky to touch he had deep ocean blue eyes, he was wearing a black shirt with a slogan saying if you bite me I bite back with splatter of red on it. He also wore baggy jeans and orange skate shoes. One thing that really intrigued me about him was his tattoo. He had a tattoo of fox whiskers on his face.

The other boy that had helped me had black hair and his eyes were also an empty black. He was wearing a black hoody and jeans, and his shoes were also black. I guess he liked black.

I hadn't noticed them walking towards me until I realized everyone was trying to get closer to them which meant pushing. I think they might be popular. I started to feel the pain in my arm again from all the pushing. And because of the blood loss I got dizzy and I then collapsed.

I guess I woke up in the nurses office soon after. My arm had seemed to be bandaged and cleaned. I really just wanted to leave. I looked around the room and saw the nurse at her desk. "U-um could i-I go now pl-please" I asked.

"Class is nearly finished you can leave when it's time for next period." I just nodded and waited. 10 minutes later the siren rung and I got up bowed to the nurse and left.

I was kind of happy when I realised I woke in time for music class. I loved music it is everything to me. I walk into the music room and realized I was the last to enter. I walked my way to the back and sat in a seat invisible from the teacher.

The teacher herself walked in a minute later with a huge grin on her face. She was cool she had dark hair that was in a high pony-tail. She was wearing a light green tank top and a pair on skinny jeans and her shoes her were army combat boots.

In a loud voice she introduced herself. "Hey dudes I'm your music teacher, my name is Anko call me miss A if you see other teacher but Anko every other time. Got it"

Everyone o murmur their yes' and she continues talking. "I wanna gage how good each of you are at music so I ill randomly call you up one by one".

Before Anko could even call out the first name a pink haired girl stood up and walked to the front. She said her name and then began to sing. She was good and her voice was nice. I just think she was kind of over confident in everything. The way she walked was even over flowing with confidence as she swayed her hips.

A few more people went up and did some sort of music. One kid kept on hitting the triangle over and over. Then my name was called. I really didn't want to. Sure I love music and I think I might be good at it but I am terrified of singing in front of people.

I reluctantly walked to the front, trying to ignore all the looks of disgust sent my way. I hear the pink haired girl saying something about someone that's that ugly would defiantly suck.

I grabbed a guitar and sat down strumming a couple of times and then started to sing.

On a Monday, I am waiting

Tuesday, I am fading

And by Wednesday, I can't sleep

Then the phone rings, I hear you

And the darkness is a clear view

Cuz you've come to rescue me

I started off slow but began to pick up the pace

Fall... With you, I fall so fast

I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

Then the pink hair girl said loudly " can you suck any more go back where you came from nerd".

I didn't even finish my song I just got up and left with the guitar still in my hand. I didn't know where I was going until I got to the roof. I sat down again and took a deep breath. I started to sing again.

On a Monday, I am waiting
Tuesday, I am fading
And by Wednesday, I can't sleep
Then the phone rings, I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
Cuz you've come to rescue me

Fall... With you, I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

I am moody, messy
I get restless, and it's senseless
How you never seem to care

When I'm angry, you listen
Make me happy it's your mission
And you won't stop til I'm there

Fall... Sometimes I fall so fast
When I hit that bottom
Crash, you're all I have

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you known me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

How do you know everything I'm about to say?
Am I that obvious?
And if it's written on my face...
I hope it never goes away... yeah

On a Monday, I am waiting
And by Tuesday, I am fading into your arms...
So I can breathe

[Chorus:]
Ohhhhh
It seems like I can finally rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhhh
It's as if you've know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me...

I strummed a little more until I heard soft clapping from behind me. "Your good" A voice said I turned to look and see the guy that helped me this morning the one that was covered in black.

"N-no I'm n-not" I answered back. He replied "yes you are. You should join my band"

"I don't even know you and you don't know me" I said

"I'm Sasuke and I don't need to know you to know that you are good at singing, there is an audition in a week for a lead singer I hope you come" Sasuke said and walked away I just looked at him as he left.