So I've been itching to do a Finn oneshot since Hell-O but nothing was sticking but then inspiration hit after this weeks ep. Its short, more of a drabble.

Also, if you've got time, two of my closest friends, Miranda and Amanda, and I are co-writing a fic named Things Unsaid. You should totally check it out and drop us a review because well we love it and we'd love to hear what you guys think about it too. The link is http: //w w .net/s/5893236/1/Things_Unsaid Just take out any of the spaces.

I'll stop rambling. Hope you like this and remember reviews are love!

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When Santana first propositioned him in the hallway he honestly was not going to sleep with her. It was never part of the plan. Ever. But when she told him that Rachel was still seeing that Jesse guy; it was like a part of him snapped. And when Rachel confirmed it later on that day the rest of him snapped. So he walked up to her in the hall and asked if she was still interested.

She smiled that devious smile of hers and told him to text her. It was her idea for a hotel. He didn't see why it was necessary but she insisted. And that's how he ended up in a hotel room losing his virginity to Santana Lopez. After they were done (and really it hadn't taken him long) he had laid there mentally kicking himself.

His first time wasn't supposed to happen with Santana. Hell he even realized now that it wasn't supposed to be Quinn either. He knew, deep in his gut, that it was supposed to be Rachel. And that thought alone made him feel worse.

He took Santana out for the burger she wanted. He sat there and pretend to listen as she went on and on about something or other with the Cheerios. He dropped her off at home and even forced a small smile as she got out of the car. The he went home and banged his head against the wall a few times before he collapsed onto his bed into an uneasy sleep.

When he was back at school on Monday he felt like everyone was looking at him differently. He knew he was being totally paranoid but still it made him miserable. When he walked into the choir room at the end of seventh period and saw Rachel standing by the piano he felt his heart break a little bit so he lied about it; lied through his freaking teeth. And then when she told him that she slept with Jesse, he just didn't know what to do. So he told her congratulations and went over to sulk in a corner. But then again he supposed that was what he deserved. And that thought just makes him feel worse.

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Fin