Well it looks like the USA has six more residents (not like they really need us). I don't mean that I am not looking forward to this but the pale skin that covers my body will stand out like a sore thumb compared to every body else's tanned skin in Orlando, Florida.

My dark auburn hair contrast's so much with my almost metallic, pale white skin and the splattered freckles across my nose and forehead… well almost every where on my face. My most annoying future has to be my "lovely" blue "sparkling" eyes, they give every one who sees me this delusion that I am so "pure" and "innocent" which drives me mental when they see me and I have to explain my taste in fashion and kind of my beliefs. Even though I was brought up in a religious primary school I have come to realise I fit in best with the atheist's in the world.

Gazing out the windows of our flight to Florida I can make out nothing but the sparkling ocean. I just sigh an decide to try and see if there is any thing actually containing the slightest bit of entertainment but there was nothing except movies every body has seen more than once for sure and if you haven't seen them a then you must have been stuck in a dark dismal hole all your life.

Well I have found some kind of American music channel showing there top 10 most watched videos of the month … woopdie doo. The show should just be called "The top ten cheesiest videos ever".

I looking around every body seemed to find something to fit to there criteria of entertainment so why can't I? Slumping back in my too squishy seat and let out such a heavy sigh that the people in front of me turned around , Probably to see if I was snoring but … no but I am most defiantly wide awake ( not that I want to be). My mum sat next watching a show which looked like some home decorating show but I didn't see the entertainment in home décor, to be brutally honest with you I can't stand most TV shows.

Being 13 and turning 14 in just a week I think every teen has some sort of way of trying to be different and mine is my taste of what entertains me and my fashion. You see being atheist usually means you're a Goth as well and guess what tadaa I'm a Goth. The only thing that portrays this is my dress sense, even though I am moving to a state where every one wears summer clothes all year-round I am going to wear black because I feel every thing that is me, every thing that I own and call mine has been stripped away from me!

I have never understood fashion I feel if you follow it you're practically becoming someone else's minion like a tiny remote controlled person. Mimicking there stupid acts who ever "they" are.