Yes, this is my first fanfic!

This is Edward's Point Of View

It takes place of course after Eclipse. Just a short little thing of Bella sleeping.

I gently unhooked Bella's arms from around my neck, Carefully, as to not wake her sleeping form. I pulled the quilt back around her form.

" Don't worry I'm not leaving," I almost chuckled at my idiotic behavior, but part of me hoped her sleeping form would hear me. I wanted to lay next to her...forever. I knew the cost though. Not the time, Edward. No need to think about Bella's demand... So eager to be damned.

I pushed the hated thoughts away and took in my permanent seat. For some reason, I've grown attachted to this rocking chair...strange. I almost lost my thoughts when I heard her start mumbling. She smiled, and if I wasn't a vampire wouldn't have heard it, "Forever and ever Edward..."

I wanted to dream with her. Wanting to enjoy her dreams too. I wanted to slip into unconcious. I wonder what I would dream about. Most likely her face. Her blood wouldn't be such a big problem. I'm glad it barely is now. Her body called ten times more then her blood ever could. Maybe thats why. I can't lose what brought us together.

" Edward..." Bella mumbled softly. I swear if my heart wasn't...well dead. I would have had a heat attack. That was definatly it. If her blood didn't sing she would be a nothing. I would be sitting at home listening to all my siblings love. How would she be? Would she be, dare I say, dating the foul Mike Newton? As if, he couldn't attract the attention of a goddess. Nor could I. Though Bella called me her greek god in her dreams. Do I look greek? Maybe I do. I'm not a god. I'm what people wore crosses and necklaes of garlic for...Ha! Like garlic could save them!

" Bella," I whispered, " Bella Cullen." I smiled. I never regretted being what I am, well fully, when I'm with Bella. She enjoys the inhuman way I sparkle. Bella would look more beautiful, if that were possible, as a "diamond"

" I love you more then life itself Edward," That was new. She always said my name and that she loved me. More then life itself? Maybe I won't regret damning her...