So, this is my first fic I've done that contains a sex scene...so sorry if it sucks, but whatever, I tried! Anyways, please read and review! Oh and please no flames! I'm doing this as a request for a reader of mine, and this will probably be the only fic I ever do that contains such graphic material.
Warning: contains sex/rape, bad language, mentions of self mutilation
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"Shit..."
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"Dammit..."
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"AHHH!!" the blond cried out in frustration.
"Nii-san, it's okay," Al said soothingly.
"No, it's not. I don't get it. Why can't I use alchemy anymore? Was that what I gave up to get our bodies whole again?" Ed asked himself, looking at his fleshy arm which had been metal only a week ago.
'Hmmm...I can use this to my advantage,' Roy thought sinisterly as he watched the two brothers through the crack in the door. He walked on and decided he'd save the information for later. A dark smile crept on his lips.
Ed walked into Roy's office, annoyed. He was suppose to have the day off and was enjoying lounging around his living room at home, but then he got an unexpected phone call from Roy ordering to report to Central HQ.
Ed looked odd dressed not in his normal black leather pants, but in loose trousers. His usual black shirt had been ditched for a off-white cotton button-up shirt, with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows. He looked so irresistible that Roy had to bite down on his lip to keep from moaning.
"What do you want?" Ed asked coldly as he sat on the red sofa across from Roy's desk. The door to the office had been shut and locked and that puzzled Ed, something was up.
"I know."
"Know what?"
"You can't use alchemy anymore, can you?" Roy asked and gazed at Ed knowingly.
"W-wha...How did...I don't know what you're talking about," Ed said. "I can do alchemy."
"So show me, Fullmetal. Prove me wrong," Roy challenged. He stood up from his desk and started to approach the young blond.
"I don't feel like."
"Edward, what do think was the price you paid for your arm and leg and your brother's body back?" Roy asked. He was now only a few feet from Ed and getting slowly closer.
Ed's golden eyes widened. He opened and closed his mouth several times in failed attempts to reply. 'How does he know!? Did Al tell him? No, he couldn't have...Al would never...This isn't good,' Ed thought.
A few inches of air was all that separated Roy from Ed. Roy push himself closer to Ed, his lips barely touching Ed's. His breath was hot against Ed's lips as he spoke, "I'll tell you what you paid. Your alchemy for your body. You're nothing more than an arrogant, harmless teen now." Roy pressed his lips on Ed's. Ed raised his hand to strike Roy away, but the older male seized Ed's wrist and pulled him off of the sofa and onto the floor. He straddled the smaller frame, their lips never losing contact, and pinned both of his wrists high above his head to prevent anymore fighting that was sure to occur with what Roy was planning to do.
Ed felt Roy push his tongue deep into his unwilling mouth. He had to do something, he had to get away. Ed bit down hard on Roy's tongue and the metallic taste of blood filled his mouth. Immediately following that, Roy let go of Ed's wrists so that he could deliver Ed's punishment. Ed yelped as Roy's fist met his jaw.
"Don't be so stupid as to try that again," Roy warned.
"Let go of me! Why are you doing this?"
"Don't act so innocent. I've seen the way you flaunt yourself around. I want you, Ed. I want your body. And if you won't give me your body, then I won't have any problems taking it from you. Or..." He took a moment to think and leave Ed in suspense, "I could just take it from Alphonse. He's turned out to be quite a handsome young man and he'd be more compliant than you."
"If you touch him, I swear I'll..."
"You'll what? You can't do a thing to me. Without your alchemy, you're useless. So just shut up and deal with it. You find that you'll enjoy it if you'd just give in and let me do it," Roy whispered in his ear. He lightly bit down on Ed's earlobe and from there ran his tongue, which had stopped bleeding, but still hurt a little, along Ed's jawline.
"Get off of me!" Ed yelled. He knew he could probably scream at the top of his lungs and no one would hear from the other rooms that surrounded the office.
"I wonder how interested the higher-ups would be if I revealed your little secret? Surely they'd want to know how you were able to successfully place a soul into a suit of armor and then back in its original body. I'm also positive they'd want to know just how you were able to get your arm and leg back. Think about it, Ed. If I let it slip to say...the Fuhrer, about this, then you and most definitely Al, would be hauled off to some lab for test after test and question after question. You wouldn't want Al to have to go through all of that, now would you?" Ed knew that he was right, so he said nothing. "Good boy," Roy said after taking Ed's silence as agreeing with him.
Roy ran his hand up Ed's shirt, lifting it as his hand trailed upward. "Oh, Ed. I've hardly touched you and your nipples have become so pert already," Roy said as he pinched one nipple painfully causing Ed to wince. Roy moved his lips to the delicate skin and suckled lightly on it. Ed shivered underneath him, hands balling up into fists.
"St-stop it!" Ed pleaded.
Roy didn't answer him. He bit down savagely on the nipple with sharp teeth, smirking as he heard the young blond's gasps escape his lips. The young blond tried to struggle out, but Roy pressed his body even closer to Ed's.
"Let me go! You bastard!" Ed growled and Roy stopped what he was doing to look into Ed's eyes.
"Where's Al?" Roy asked. Ed said nothing. "Just what I thought. It's time to step things up a notch."
"What do you-Hey!" Roy pushed his hand into Ed's trousers.
The young blond jerked, feeling something on his manhood, something that shouldn't be there. Roy's thumb rubbed along the head of the symbol of his gender, making Ed jerk and yell at the fiery feeling. He felt his whole body heat up unbearably and he trembled.
Roy smirked a little at the sight of Ed's skin turning a pale pink shade and the cries that escaped the blond's throat. He couldn't resist it any longer, Roy brought his lips down on the flushed skin of Ed's fine abdomen. He licked the skin in all different directions, as if it were some delicious sweet treat.
To Ed's relief, Roy removed his hand from inside Ed's trousers. Roy wanted more. He had felt the boy, but now he wanted to see him and the pants were the only thing that kept him from doing just that. He placed his hands on the band of the pants and pulled down, his fingernails scraping the soft skin of Ed's side. Ed made a choked sound of a cry and a groan. Roy could see it now, the blond hairs that led down to his shaft. A smile met his lips as he looked down on the boy's impressive manhood.
"No...please..." Ed begged, finding himself weak in this situation, something he was not at all use to. He could feel Roy's dark eyes examining him and he hated it. Roy sat on Ed's thighs so that he was able to get a full view of Ed's private.
To Roy, Ed looked perfect. His body smooth and muscular as well as unblemished. Most of all was the look in Ed's eyes; Roy saw fear and he loved it. Roy moved his hands on Ed's slender hips to keep him down.
"Roy, please stop...please don't do this," Ed pleaded, glistening trails of tears fell from the corners of Ed's eyes and Roy reveled in the sight even more. He could feel himself growing harder.
In one fluid motion, Roy forcefully flipped Ed on his stomach. Ed felt one of his arms twisted behind his back, the strong grip of his superior pressing him firmly against the floor. Ed struggled, his whole body wriggling like a worm determined to get free.
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That sound, that dreadful sound. Roy pulled his hard, throbbing member out of its cloth prison. "Take a deep breath," Roy whispered.
"Wh-" Ed never got to finish his sentence. Something long and hard was shoved right into him, a hiss escaped his throat. Pain surged through his body in a hot wave. Whatever it was inside him didn't just feel unnatural, but it wasn't meant to go there. And then it moved and Ed finally understood. The pain caused by the friction of the constant attack and retreat of Roy's hips. Ed could feel Roy's chiseled hips touch his firm buttock from time to time.
"This is your first time,' Roy murmured as his length stretched Ed's tight entrance.
Ed couldn't think of anything to say or do. To fight against the pain he gritted his teeth together and clenched his hands as hard as he could, but it didn't help much though. The agony he felt run through his body was worse than anything he had ever felt before. Pain and humiliation mixed together, stripping him of his dignity and pride.
"N-no..." Ed managed to stammer, though his voice was hoarse and breath shallow. "Please...S-stop..."
Roy's deep chuckle echoed in his ears, his fiery tongue licking trails up and down Ed's neck. He yelped in a strange voice as Roy added even more pain by biting hard on the nape of his neck, marking him.
The rhythm of Roy's movements picked up pace, causing more pain for Ed and causing his once small entrance to stretch even wider. The only thing running in circles in his head was the brutality of what was happening to him and the painful friction that rubbed against his soft and wet insides.
"Please...S-stop..." Ed begged once more.
He ignored the pleas that came from the boy and pressed down even harder and faster than before. Sweat trailed from his forehead as he worked rhythmically into loosening Ed.
"No!...Stop!...Please!...Roy!..." Ed screeched. His knuckles were as white as snow and he was sure that the palms of his hands were bleeding from how hard he was clenching them.
"Shut up, Ed," Roy said between powerful thrusts.
Ed wasn't prepared for what came next. His insides felt like something had exploded within him making him gasp at the feeling and then the feeling of being relieved, of something leaving his shaft, took over. His body felt hot and sticky as Roy pulled out of him. He collapsed to the cool floor, panting heavily and still in agony from the violation of his body.
Roy gripped a handful of golden locks and brought Ed's head up so that their eyes met. "Don't tell anyone about this or...well, I'm sure you can guess what I'll do," Roy said and dropped Ed's head. "Now, c'mon, you really should get dressed and be on your way." Roy tugged at Ed's arms, but he wouldn't budge. "Now, now, don't be so difficult. It's not the end of the world. I actually enjoyed it. After a few more time of that, you'll love it too."
Ed's eyes widened and he used the last bit of strength he had to push Roy away and get to his feet. 'More? I don't think I'll be able to keep this up...' Ed thought as he pulled on his clothes. He went for the door, but it wouldn't open. It was locked.
He looked back at Roy who was holding a key in his hand. Ed walked up to Roy who was leaned up against his desk and held out his hand for Roy to give him the key that would grant him his escape.
"Give it," Ed said weakly.
"Of course, but first...give me a kiss," Roy said with a smirk. Ed hesitated and had to stand on his toes to reach Roy's cheek where he placed a quick, small kiss. "No, no, not like that! Like this," Roy said as he grabbed Ed by the shoulders and pulled him close, locking lips. After a few moments, Ed pushed back and snatched the key from Roy's hand. He ran for the door before Roy could do anything and quickly unlocked it and flew out.
Roy smiled his sinister smile and pulled out a handkerchief to wipe the sweat from his brow.
Ed's entire body ached in protest as he walked slowly back to his house where Al was waiting for him. His mind ran with thoughts.
'I can't believe it...How could I've let that happen? He's right, I'm weak and useless. But at least, he won't go after Al.'
That night, Al had made dinner. Ed sat, painfully, at the table and Al filled his plate with steamed vegetables and grilled chicken. While he was doing that, he saw it...
"Brother, how'd you get that mark on your neck?" Al asked worriedly. Ed stiffened remembering how Roy had marked him by biting his neck.
Ed placed his hand on the mark and looked up at his younger brother with a smile. "Oh, it's nothing. You know how accident prone I am! Don't worry about it!" But inside, he wanted to scream that he had been raped, been violated, been abused and it killed him even more because it was all caused by a man he trusted so much.
Ed had to bit back the urge to flinch when Al grabbed him by his chin and looked at the bruise that had formed along his jaw where Roy had punched him for biting his tongue.
"And what accident caused that?" Al asked.
"I ran into a door..." Ed lied. 'A door!? Out of all the other things I could've said!' Ed thought.
"If you say so, Nii-san," Al said. "Eat your dinner before it gets cold!"
"Sorry, Al, but I'm not hungry. I think I'm going to go to bed early," Ed said as he stood from the table. "Good night." And he was already in his room before Al could protest.
'Oh brother, what happened to you? Something's not right,' Al thought as he ate his meal slowly.
Once he finished he decided to go to bed. As he walked down the hall to his room, he stopped in front of Ed's closed door. He put his ear against the wooden entrance and listened. 'He's crying? Brother never cries. Something definitely not right and I'm going to out what it is!' Al thought.He wrapped his fingers around the doorknob and slowly turned it. The door creaked open to reveal a dark room and a curled up figure could be made out on the bed.
"Brother, are you still awake?" Al asked quietly into the darkness. As soon as he had opened the door, the sobs that he swore he heard had ceased. No answer.
Ed had to bite down hard on his knuckles to keep from sobbing once Al walked in. He hoped not answering his brother would make him go away, but it didn't. Ed felt the side of his bed dip from weight on his. Al leaned on his brother's "sleeping" body and whispered sweetly, "I love you, Brother." Ed felt his heart warm and for a moment, it felt as if everything was going to be okay. But it wasn't, it would never be, no matter what words his brother told him.
"You can tell me anything, Brother. I don't want to see you hurting like this,' Al whispered once more.
Hurting? How much could Al see through Ed? How did he know the torment that Ed was feelings?
He was relieved to feel the mattress return to its original position and the door gently click shut. Ed knew he should've said something, but he couldn't. He thought Al would be ashamed of him had he known the horrible things he let Roy do to him, even though he was forced to submit to Roy. He buried his head in his pillow and sobbed some more.
He was sad. He was afraid. He was angry. He was angry at himself for not fighting back more than anything. Angry at himself...He was going to show that anger. He left his bed and turned on the light. Tears streaked his cheeks and his eyes were puffy and red as he looked in the mirror that hung over his desk. He dung into one of the drawers and pulled out a small pocketknife. He sat back on the edge of his bed and flipped the blade of the knife out and stared at it for the longest time. With a shaky hand, Ed put the blade to his wrist and took a deep breath to prepare himself for what he was about to do.
Just as he was about to spill his own blood, the door flew open and Al ran in. "Brother, no!" he yelled and Ed dropped the blade on the carpeted floor. Al was in his arms, crying. "Brother, please, tell me what happened," Al pleaded, looking up at Ed with glistening steel eyes.
"Oh Al..." was all Ed could manage to say for if he said any more than that he was sure that he was going to burst into uncontrollable tears.
Hope you enjoyed it! Please review! With some good reviews, I'll update with a second chapter!
