I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT IT ALL GOES TO STEPHENIE MEYER!!!!
Preface:
To loose someone that you love can and will break your heart, but in my case, it almost killed me. I did reckless things just to see his face, but he was never there, not when I needed him most. But there was and is always someone there, his name is Jacob Black, weather I needed someone to hang out with or just a shoulder to cry on. It's been five years since Edward left and Jacob saved me from myself. We have always been friends, but after spending so much time with him we grew closer and closer. And before I knew it, he was the one that I would call my boyfriend. He filled that void that Edward had left. And it still pains me to say his name and kills me to think about him. But I know that Jacob will always be there.
Edward never came back; I waited one whole year before I would admit he would never come back for me and that he won't be looking for me and worst of all that he didn't love me. After that year I finally agreed with my heart that Jacob was always going to be there and that inside me I did love him. Not as just a friend like it has always been, but as a significant other. Now, after waiting a couple years for Jacob to finish school, we are going to college, together.
I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT IT ALL GOES TO STEPHANIE MEYER!!!!
Chapter One:
"JACOB, LET'S GO!"
"Hold on a minute Bells, let me take a shower, you know I was up late last night."
Jeez, he was always running late, he knows we have to leave early but no he had to stay up all night and run around like a wolf. Typical Jacob never listens to you when you tell him what he HAS to do. Even from me, you would think that he would be right there when I told him I loved him. That's always the card I pull when I want him to do something because he waited so long to hear me say it. But I do understand wanting to be with the tribe because he is going to be so far away, all the way in New Hampshire.
"I'm Done, I'm Done!"
"Well Then Hurry up we need to get to Dartmouth, we only have a week before school starts and I want to get there and set up."
"I'm hurrying … Okay I'm here!"
"Good now let's go we need to go and say bye to Charlie and Billy."
Charlie was at Billy's "watching a game" when even I knew there wasn't a game on at six o'clock in the morning. As Jacob had said "there two old men, they are going senile, they are probably watching a black screen." But I knew exactly what they were doing. They were planning a Good Luck Party. And Charlie thinks I have NO idea but I know, I saw the decorations when I was in his closet getting his dirty laundry last Friday.
"Okay to my dad's then the highway, right?"
Yes, Jacob as I told you a million times last night we are going to see Billy and Charlie then we are hitting the highway. Do you ever listen?"
"Of course I listen to you; I listen to you when you tell me you love me."
"And that's it? In one ear out the other."
"Pretty much."
"JACOB"
"Honey I am just kidding I know everything you say. I love you!"
"I love you to."
"Let's just do this and get to Dartmouth, okay"
"Okay Bells."
We were right down the street from Billy's house and when we pulled in there was Emily's car. I figured that only she was the one who had driven because the pack had paws. The house looked dark like no one was in there. Jacob and I got out of the car and walked up to the door. We knocked, no answer, knocked again, again no answer. Jacob got the spare key under the door-mat, seeing as he doesn't need a key anymore because I and he moved in an apartment last year, and unlocked the door. It was pitch black and all of a sudden lights went on and everyone screamed "GOOD LUCK!" I jumped back about a mile and almost fell. But of course Jacob caught me by my hand. Not like Edward I thought. I felt a wave of depression go over me, but I put on my happy face for Jacob, I couldn't let him know I was feeling for Edward too. Although he knew, I still woke up in the middle of the night screaming and crying. Jacob was always there to calm me and tell me it was okay. I love him so much. I never would have thought in a million years that Jacob would be with me.
I almost forgot where I was until Charlie had said with a laugh, "Congratulations you two, you better get straight A's!".
"Thanks dad."
"Yea, Thanks Charlie."
"Hey dad, where's Billy?"
"Oh, Billy he is … in the bathroom." But he had said it more like a question instead of a statement.
"Well are you two just going to stand there or are you going to open your presents?" Of course Charlie was all chipper this morning.
"There are presents, but it's not even that big of a deal, were just going to college." Jacob said with a laugh.
"Yes, Jake there is presents, and you're not just going to college, this is a big step in your life."
"God dad you sound like I'm going to become a doctor."
"Yea, but if it was my way you would be going to be a doctor. How do you expect to take care of me when I get older and even more cripple." Billy laughed.
"Speaking about that, who is going to take care of you Billy while both of us are away?"
"Bella, I am a grown man I think I can take care of myself, even in a wheelchair. But just incase I need anything I have the pack. Right guys?"
"Right" the pack had said.
"Right" Sam repeated in an Alpha type of way letting everyone know that they will be taking care of Billy.
"Okay well enough chit-chat we have to hit the road."
"But bells you have until the end of the week for school to start, can't you spare a few more minutes with your old man?"
"Of course dad, whatever floats your boat."
"Thank you sweetie."
"No problem dad."
"PRESENT TIME!" someone had yelled. It was Emily
Emily and I had grown very close since Jacob and I became a thing.
"Okay, Okay"
"Who's fist?"
"ME!" - Charlie.
"Alright. Pass it over."
"Here you go."
As I opened the wrapping paper, I realized what it was. It was keys. Keys to a house or an apartment it looked like.
"What is it to dad?"
"It is keys to your new apartment, a block away from school. That way you won't have to live around people you don't know, so that you will have privacy, and most of all so you will be safe."
"THANKS DAD!"
"Yea, thanks Charlie."
"Alrighty, I think Jake should choose who's to open next."
"Jake?"
"I want to open my dad's."
"Okay son, here you go son."
"Oh My GOD!"
"Dad are you serious?!"
"Yup."
It was a check for $10,000!
"Now this is to buy stuff for your new apartment! If you have left over money you can use it for whatever you want. You understand."
"Mhm."
"Bella make sure it is spent on apartment things."
"Sure Billy."
Me and Jake opened presents from everyone. Emily, Sam, Paul, Jared, Embry, Quil, Seth, and Leah.
We got, more money, various knick knacks from everyone, and most important a gift card to the grocery store for $400. That was from Emily, of course.
Before we new it, it was 8:30 and we had to get a move on. It was hard to say good-bye to everyone because we all grew very close. But the most painful one was Charlie, his face had pain written all over. When I had given Billy my last good-bye I had asked him to look after Charlie even though it should be the other way around. And Billy being Billy, agreed.
With the last good-byes, I love you's, and keep safes. We were off. Me and Jacob!
