As I lay here.

It's dark at the moment; I can't see anything but it doesn't matter. I left everyone so I could grow up, and keep the promise I made to the one person I haven't disappointed yet. Yubel. I'm here to grow up for Yubel and I guess in a way my friends.

The spirits of this dimension teach me about the power of Haou, they teach me to control the dark spirit that I awakened in my darkest hours.

I guess you are wondering how I got here, well I guess it all started when Johan never came back from the first dimension, I felt guilty because yubel only did what she did to prove her everlasting love for me. All those years ago I made a promise to always love her but I broke it. So being me the slightly dim duellist I am, I tried to go back for Johan by myself.

But my friends followed and made some speech that we were all in this together, so in the end we all went. But we found out duelling in dark world was different from duelling in our world.

You lose you die. Simple as, but during the journey into dark world to save Johan, all of my friends started to think I was acting on my own, and they all died in my duel against brawn, mad king of dark world. That was when Haou first surfaced, if only Shou, Jim or O'Brian noticed in that duel I was more malicious and cruel then maybe just maybe I wouldn't have become Haou, instead they turned their backs on me. And when they finally noticed it was too late, I was gone only the darkness remained.

Soon I had pretty much killed every man, woman and child in dark world, and then I moved on to my friends. First was Jim, he thought he could bring me back from the darkness and the O'Brian he had managed to save me but at the cost of his own life.

Then Edo sacrificed himself to save Ryo, Shou, crounas-sensei and myself. Soon after I walked off trying to deal with all of the life's I took Ryo battled Johan, but he was possessed by Yubel and Ryo died. After we confronted Yubel I saved Johan and left Crounas-sensei, Johan and Shou as I went to finish my duel with Yubel.

In the end I told Shou that I was going on a journey to become an adult, and fused my soul with Yubel's, and then I ended up here. Learning how to control Haou and Yubel's powers and then I might be able to go back home.

Now though I'm not too sure that I want to carry on duelling, I mean all of the duels I've had recently have been about life and death, so I want to get them over with quickly. I learnt that duelling isn't just a game it never has been, now that I look back at all of the problems that I had in the past I wonder how I never realised all of the danger that I was in. That all of those around me were in.

It seems that only in the past year I've realised just how dangerous it can be.

So as I lay here is this isolated area for my learning, I just can't help but laugh at all of the fun times I've had over the years, the late nights, duels but best of all meeting all of my friends. I'm just glad that if I can't go back home, that I'm in this isolated part of space because I chose to save all of my friend's. And that is one choice I'll never take back, thank you everyone.