Jay's POV
It's been happening for quite some time now, normally Erin comes by my place, we have some beers and talk, after that we have sex, some more beers and she leaves. Tonight was no exception, as usual she came here and as usual we had mind-blowing sex. I don't know what is it about her that makes me so turned-on all the time, i've never felt quite this way, i know this is a just friends with benefits thing but i feel like i'm starting to develop deeper feelings for my partner. She said that as long as Voight don't gives us his blessing out relationship is to stay completely physical. It's not that i'm not happy, i am but i'm just frustrated i guess. I could've chosen any other woman in the intire Chicago city, but i decided to love the one i can´t have. God, sometimes i just hate my job.
Erin's POV
This is not good, i can't be in love with Jay Halstead, i just can't. First of all, Voight would kill him, and then kill him again but i can't help it, i mean, he is sweet, handsome, caring, he also has a body that would make any woman die and as if all those fitures weren't enough, he was a damn good detective and even better in bed (if that was even possible). Don't get me wrong, i just love Hank and the Intelligente unit, they are like my family, but sometimes all of these rules just pisses me off, i want him, i have him but i don't REALLY have him. I want a relationship, marriage and maybe kids... yes, i am thinking about it, he is the first guy i've ever been with that makes me think about what the future holds for me. Which is another reason as to why i should date him, but i can´t, i just can´t
End of POV
- Erin, where are you going? said Jay
- Well i don't know if you know but i do have a house Halstead
- Come on, it's like -100 degrees outside, plus, i have a really hot body. Jay raised his eyebrows and gave Erin one of his loopsided grins
- Jay, we agreed S&F only
- S&F?
- Sex and fun. Erin rolled her eyes. Don't you remember when we talked about this?
- Right now i'm in the mood for sleeping, not remembering
- Sleeping? So you wouldn't be willing to go for another round?
- I never said such thing. Jay grabbed Erin's hand and pushed her down to the bed. Since you insist on not sleeping, we can do other things that don't involve you getting out of this apartment
- Well, that i can agree. Erin rolled them so she was on top of him. Let's do those things.
In the following morning, Erin woke up first, as usual. As she was laying on Jay's chest, she slowly started to trace patterns in his abs. Suddently she realised, they slept, that totally breaked their deal, well, it was 2 hours of sleep tops, after all, they could not afford going to a bust with no sleep, what if someone gets hurt? She thought. She continued tracing patterns and looking at him as her alarm suddently goes off. She reaches to her phone to turn it off, as she does so, Jay groans and lays his head in between her breasts.
- I don't want to get up. Says Jay with a muffled voice
Erin laughs and starts to caress his head
- Well, we could call in sick...
- Really? . Jay says with excitment evident in his voice
- Nope, we really have to go, after all Voight is a detective and he would put two and two together if we both call in sick today.
- You might be right, but that doesn't make me happy. Says Jay, his head still resting in her breasts
- For the first time, i think i'm not happy to be right either.
- Well you know what they say, there's a first time for evrything.
- Yeah, but now we really have to get up, it's been fifteen minutes since the alarm gone off and we have to swing by my place for me to change.
- Erin, our unit is completely filled with man, i don't think they would care if you went with the same clothes you were in yeasterday.
- You might be right Jay but in case you forgot, i do work with Kim and Nadia, they would know.
- First of all, Nadia knows about us, and second, i can't understand why you haven't told Kim yet.
- Well, unlike you Halstead, i don't go out telling evryone about my relationships. Says Erin teasingly
- I did not tell evryone
- You told Mouse and Ruzek, with that big mouth of his he might say something
- Ruzek and i know each other since high school, i had to tell him, and in case you don't remember, is kinda your fault Mouse knows about us.
- I already told you, you should've texted me saying he was at your place.
- Well i didn't think you'd start kissing me when i opened the door.
- His face was really funny tho. Said Erin laughing
- Yeah. Jay said, laughing hard. It really was.
Erin looked at the clock and got up.
- Shit, Jay we really have to go now.
- Okay. Jay let out a sigh.
And they started to get ready for their day at work.
Hey guys, so, i don't know if you liked this, is my first story and i'm really happy. I'm from Brazil, so i don't know if i wrote anything wrong. I don't know if you guys noticed that i said Jay and Ruzek are friends since high school, i just think is a nice storyline, plus, he will share some things with Erin about Jay's high school time. Please let me know if you liked and if i wrote anything wrong. You guys can call me Fernanda or Fer. And YES, the S&F thing is from Grey's Anatomy, but in the show is S&M i jus love Grey's. Bye guys, please review
