"Nikki!" Ugh really mom it's fucking 9 am! I popped my back and ran downstairs.

"Clothes Nik." I looked down did my boy shorts and spaghetti strap suddenly come off while I was sleeping? Nope still there.

"Dad I have clothes on if I didn't i'd be naked." I smirked,"Now why in god's name am I up so early on a Saturday?"

"Bonfire tonight sweet pea. You have to help your mom with the food."

You have got to fucking be kidding me,"Why me?"

"Because I said so." Dad kissed my forehead and ran out the back door.

"Mom?"

"Nik your sisters are busy with Brady and Collin. If you'd spend some time with your imprint you wouldn't have to help me either."

I hopped up on the counter and grabbed some potatoes to peel,"I spend time with him. It's just weird right now."

"Why?"

"Because mom he isn't like Brady and Collin he has a girlfriend for fucks sake."

She frowned,"Have you talked to him?"

"How can I when he's always with her?I'm the freak of the family I guess."

"No baby just give it sometime he'll come around."

"Yeah, yeah. Anyways do you care if I bring a date tonight?"

"Ask your father."

I ran out the back door and over to the garage. Which of course Embry would be here,"Dad?"

"Yeah baby?"

"Mom told me to ask you if I could bring a date tonight?"

"Go ahead." He sighed he knew why I was doing this but let me anyways. I kissed his cheek.

"Love you!"

"Love you to baby girl."

"Oh god Nik. Put my some damn clothes on!" I laughed Junior was standing behind me.

"Like I told dad if I didn't have clothes i'd be naked."

"Might as well be."I blushed as he looked me up and down. Fucking Embry just had to growl really i'm his imprint yes I get that but fucker has a girlfriend.

"That's my cue to exit." I turned and ran back to the house. The other wolf girls as they call themselves were in the kitchen with my mom.

"Mornin' Nik." I kissed Leah's cheeks she was my godmother and technically second cousin or something like that.

"Mornin'. Daddy said I can i'm going to go call him."

"Put some clothes on while you're up there." I laughed and shut my door. I made my date for tonight and Embry was going to freak when he sees him. I showered really quick pulled my hair into a messy bun threw on my shorts and tank before going back downstairs.

"So Nik. Why are you bringing a date you only know it will end badly." I rolled my eyes aunt Nessie was always worried about blood loss.

"Because if he's allowed to have someone else so am I. I mean seriously why the fuck does he need a girlfriend anyways?!" Yes i'm jealous but wouldn't you be to if the guy you were head over heels in love with was fucking some other bitch?

"Because he's stupid."

I snorted,"I could have told you that one."

Hot arms wrapped around my stomach,"Hey Mikey." He kissed my temple.

"What's up?"

"Stuck cooking for you guys. I swear i'm just going to tell mom i'm spending time with Embry so I can get out of it like Alyssa and Court do."

"You know you love it." God his smirk is sexy. He's like one of those guys you're drawn to. He looks like just like Paul, and was my boyfriend before he phased last year that's when I found out about the imprint.

"Shit maybe if I got laid after like everyone else does."

He bit my neck,"I can arrange that."

I snorted,"Yeah right they'd all kill you." I shoved away from him and over to Tyler.

"Hey baby girl." Ty has been my best friend since I can remember and our mom's have pictures of us before that.

"Where's Michaela?"

"She'll be here later."

I kissed his cheek before he walked out the back with Mikey. I smirked at mom,"You know mom. Can't dad lift that whole thing about wolves can't touch imprints?"

Leah burst out laughing,"Nope oh god you should have seen his thoughts when Mikey showed thoughts of you two together. Embry was worse though."

I remember that day I was so embarrassed that the whole pack knew what a freak I am. I got over it though they never said anything well except TyTy he wouldn't look at me for a week after that. I busted up laughing remembering that.

Dad's POV

Jake, Embry, Quil, Paul, Jared and I were all discussing the new shifts when Nikki burst through the door.

"Dad?"

"Yeah baby?" I saw the look Embry got in his eyes and I knew his feelings were changing towards her.

"Mom told me to ask you if I could bring a date tonight?"

I sighed Embry whispering to me not to let her but he deserves to be the jealous one for a change,"Go ahead."

I wrapped my arm around her shoulder as she kissed my cheek,"Love you!"

"Love you too baby girl."

I glared at Junior when I saw him checking her out.

"Oh god Nik. Put some damn clothes on!"

"Like I told dad if I didn't have clothes i'd be naked."

"Might as well be." Fucking little horny teenagers. Embry growled once he looked her up and down.

"That's my cue to exit."

"Dude what the fuck was that?! She's my fucking imprint!"

"That you don't want! It's not my fault she's fucking hot."

I smacked him upside his head,"Don't talk about Nik like that."

"Sorry." He shrugged and set down.

"Sam you can't let her bring a date."

"Yeah I sure the fuck can. Like dumb ass over here said you don't want her you made that very clear to her when you slammed Ashley against the fucking wall and fucked her."

"I don't see her that way yet but she's still my imprint."

"Some way of showing it bro. Think about it if that was any of our wives in here dressed like that the clothes would have been off within seconds but you didn't even acknowledge her." Jake had a point there. Embry had no comment to that just got up and left.

"You do know this will end badly don't you?"

"No because I won't let it. I know who her date is and he will most definitely be able to handle himself against Embry."

"You're really going to let her go with him?"

I nodded, now maybe Embry will get his head out of his ass.

ME!

I finished helping with the food and ran upstairs to get ready for real this time. My date's meeting me at the beach and I can't wait to see the look on Embry's face. I picked out one of my skirts and halter's. See I don't phase but I have my dad's body temp so I never get cold. My brother's will phase though once they're old enough. I left my hair curly and did my makeup. No one really understands why I have blue eyes since my parents are both brown and everyone else in my family are brown too.

"Nik! Let's go!"

I ran downstairs grabbed a hoodie just for looks since Embry's slut would be there have to keep up looks.

I walked with mom down to the beach,"Who's your date?"

I smiled,"You'll see."

She stopped,"Oh god Nik it's not Mikey is it?"

I shrugged. Maybe it is maybe it isn't. See two can play and trust me is Embry going to be pissed when he sees who it is. Sure I might not completely love Embry like i'm suppose to yet but still come on if i'm his soul mate why the fuck can't he be like Brady and Collin and wait not go fucking some blonde bitch with fake tits. My anger calmed as we got closer to the beach. I ran and lunged at him,"Hi Jasper."

"Some anger issues there darlin'."

"Just thinking." I looked at Edward and he smirked knowing what I was thinking about. Fucker. I don't know how the hell it happened and daddy won't tell me but Jasper is my godfather crazy right.

"Someone is waiting for you."

I looked over his shoulder and smiled,"Alec." God he's beyond gorgeous hotter than Embry or the other wolves.

"Hey baby girl." I was tossed to him which of course he caught me with ease. I heard Embry growl but ignored him he hates the fact that Alec's one of my best friends and I love him just as much as I do Embry.

"Hey get off my date."

I smirked at the growl,"Hey Mikey."

He scooped me up making sure my skirt didn't slide up and sat down on one of the logs,"Miss me?"

I smirked,"Always." I could see Embry shaking but fuck him he's got his blonde barbie bitch.

He kissed my cheek and scooted me around on his lap. And sure enough I got poked in the ass.

"You should seriously work on that." I whispered in his ear so low that he almost missed it.

"You should take care of it for me."

I snorted,"Been there done that."

Embry got up, knocking bimbo bitch in the sand on his way, but before he could say anything dad cut in,"Nik come help with this."

Damn alpha voice he's serious. I kissed Mikey's cheek and went over to dad.

"Take these to your mother baby girl."

"Sure daddy. Talk to Embry while your at it or we'll just leave."

"You talk to Em. Or uncle Jake you know I have no control over him."

I smiled,"Uncle Jake!"

"Oh no not happening. I won't do your dirty work for you." He messed up my hair.

"Hey watch it." I took the plate of meat over to my mom before I caught Em's eye and motioned down the beach. Of course he followed. I made sure we were far enough away that they wouldn't hear us but close enough they would hear me scream just in case.

"What the fuck are you doing Nik?"

"I'm trying to enjoy my date and the bonfire. Which is hard to do with you fucking growling and shit."

"You're my imprint you aren't suppose to be on a fucking date!"

"Ohhh look who's fucking talking! You can have some blonde barbie bitch to fuck but yet I can't! Some fucking imprint you are!"

He looked down at the ground,"But i'm the one who has to look at his thoughts in his head."

"Don't pull that fucking bullshit with me! You don't see in his head you're in two separate packs. And I saw first hand you had slut over there up against the wall balls deep in that shit!"

"You saw that?"

"No shit!" I wiped away a few tears as the memory hit me and moved away from him,"Don't fucking touch me!"

"Nik stop." He moved to hug me and before I knew what happened I pulled my arm back and punched him in the jaw sending him to the ground.

"I said don't fucking touch me! And I made the choice for you." I ran back to the bonfire,"Come on Mikey we're leaving."

"Nik wait. Let me check your hand first."

"It's fine thank you Carlisle."

He wouldn't take no for an answer and pulled my hand to him. Of course it was fine just like I said.

"Nik you and Mikey can go back to the house Seth's there with the babies."

"Thanks daddy." I kissed his cheek before glaring at Embry and walking off.

Embry's POV

She just hit me and I actually felt it. I popped my jaw and went back to the bonfire just as she was leaving with the little prick.

"What the fuck! How are you just going to let her leave with him?"

"Calm down Embry!" I took a few deep breaths trying to calm my myself

"Yeah. Why does it matter if she leaves with him or not?" I looked to Ashley which of course is a good fuck but I have no feelings for her at all.

"Because she's my best friend that's why."

"Everyone just calm down. Nikki is a big girl now if she wants to go home with Mikey so be it. Embry there is nothing you can do." She whispered the last part,"Some imprint you are."

"Ash could you go get my jacket out of the car?" She got up and did what I asked even though I don't need it,"Why the fuck does everyone keep talking about what kind of imprint I am?"

"Because Embry you aren't the one who has to listen to her cry every fucking night! I mean shit what the fuck is wrong with you?!" Leave it Leah to get in my face.

"I don't have feelings for her that way!"

"Bull fucking shit! If you didn't why the fuck would you care if she fucked someone else?!"

"Fuck this i'm gone." I'm to old for this shit. I took off stripping my clothes as I went phasing was the only thing I could do right now to take my mind off of that.

ME!
"NikNik. You know I love you but give the guy a break."

My face dropped what the fuck,"Your taking his side? Mike come on he has a girlfriend that he fucks in front of my face! I thought with the whole imprinting shit their faces are blurry."

I plopped down on the couch by Seth.

"They are but aren't it's hard to explain Nik just trust me no this."

I rolled my eyes,"No! I'm fucking tired of crying over him! I'm tired of my wolf not spending time with me! I might be acting like a spoiled brat but you don't get it!"

"So explain."

I sighed,"I'm not totally in love with him sure i'm attracted to him but at the same time I don't want him."

"Why?"

"Because I saw him with her. He told her he loves her you should have heard the shit he said. I don't want her sloppy seconds and shit all over me." I shivered just thinking about it. God shits nasty. What I really want to do is beat her until she's unrecognizable and be done with it.

"Nik you've been with other guys too."

"I haven't been with anyone in a year Seth. You know that." I looked at Seth yeah let's just say a little to much alcohol and being the only two in the house not fucking makes you do shit. Yeah he got his ass kicked by my uncle Jake and Embry both poor guy. After that night was when Em told me i'm his imprint.

"Really?"

"Seriously I talk and flirt but me and Mikey haven't been together since he phased."

"Does he know that?"

I shrugged,"Tonight was the first night we've talked without the blonde bitch there in I don't know how long. It wouldn't make a fucking difference anyways. Can we just drop the Embry thing?"

"Alright what do you want to do?"

"Whatever. I''m going to change." I could hear them putting in a movie but just walked into my room,"Shit Em."

"Sorry."

I rolled my eyes trying so hard to stay mad at him,"What are you doing here?"

"Wanted to talk to you. I can't have you mad at me." I walked into my closet.

"I'll be mad at you for awhile. Look Em just go."

"No Nik."

Shit,"How much of that did you hear?"

"All of it. You don't want me?" He already heard it so why lie now?

"No I don't. You heard everything so you already know while you've been fucking that bitch I haven't been with anyone a fucking year Embry not once have I fucked someone and for what?!" I swear this is when i'm glad I don't phase I would have ripped the house apart,"This is straight up bullshit! Fucking Alyssa and Court got lucky with their wolves, they haven't fucked anyone since we were born but no I get the fucked up one!" He was going to hear everything,"I might not love you but shit do you know what it's like to fucking see someone you care so much about fucking some other bitch? Someone you thought was just for you?! Yeah and you know I heard every god damn word you told her everything! I mean how the fuck can you sit there one minute telling me i'm the only girl for you but two hours later you balls deep in some bitch telling her that she's the only one for you and how much you love her!" He tried to stop me but I held up my hand,"No you listen! Yeah I fucked Mikey, Junior, and Seth but that was before I knew! You thought it was ok to keep something like this from me when fucking Brady and Collin told them but no you kept it from me!You think that i'm ok with it but i'm not! Dammit Em I was so fucking happy when you told me I was your imprint and I wanted nothing more than to make you happy then I saw that and it all went out the window."

He covered my mouth,"Nikki just listen to me." I bit him.

"No Embry! Just get out! Get out!"

"What?"

I wiped away a few tears,"Get the fuck out!! I don't want you here or anywhere near me for awhile." I whispered the last part but knew he heard me.

"If that's what you want."

I turned away from him and I heard him howl I let go fell to the floor. The pain was unbearable. I screamed into my sweater trying to muffle it.

"Nik?"

"Get my daddy." He was the only one to make it better.

"Ok." Seth kissed my head and was gone.

I curled up in a ball trying to stop the pain that I felt in my chest. Like something was missing.

"Are you ok baby girl?"

I couldn't speak it hurt so bad so just shook my head. He held me against him until I quit crying which god knows how long that was but I was out of tears.

"Baby girl? Why did you say those things?"

I took a shaky breath,"Be-cause I meant needed to hear it and I didn't want any of his excuses."

"Come with me." He picked me up and carried me downstairs and of course both packs were here minus Embry and Quil. And of course all the Cullens. Shit i'm use to not being able to do anything without them knowing.

"My baby. Are you ok?" Mom wrapped me in a hug. And before I could even try not to cry I felt a wave of calm.

"Thanks Jasper." I grinned at him.

"Anytime darlin'."

"Can you all give us some alone time with our daughter?"

"It's ok they can stay." I walked and sat down between Leah's legs. She always comforted me by messing with my hair.

"Nik. I know you're pissed but don't you think you were a little harsh on him?" I raised my eyebrow at Kim but before I could answer Leah did for me.

"Hell no. If anything she was way to easy on him. How would you feel if it was Jared doing this to you?" She bit her lip and looked down shrugging. Yeah I might have been mean but everyone knows he deserved everything I said. I was regretting the fact that I told him I didn't want him around me though maybe I went overboard with that.

"No you didn't."

"Did I say that out loud?" They all nodded.

"Sometime apart will give you both time to think. But honestly Nikki you need to hear him out."

I looked at my mom,"Really? Would you have heard dad out?"

"Technically sweetheart I did. You know this story."

"He was with Leah already I know that but after he imprinted on you he wasn't. This is totally different! He has been with how many girls since I was born?" There goes that calming shit again. I smiled at Jasper I love the Cullen's. Edward smirked damn mind reader.

"Nikki you can't hold something like that against him. Just hear him out baby before you make any decision."

I nodded,"Can already tell you nothing he says will make me want him like that."

"I've already seen it Nik they say it's alright." I smiled of course Alice would know.

"What's alright?"

"Nikki wants to come with us for awhile."

"To Italy?"

I nodded,"Time apart remember?"

Dad went to stay something but mom cut him off,"Be back before school starts."

I gave everyone hugs,"Don't worry i'll call everyday."

"Nikki you need to tell Em you're leaving."

"Alright he's at Quil's?" Uncle Jake nodded. Nessie and him decided to stay here this time with their kids so it would be just me and the rest of the Cullens.

"I love you all so much. Don't forget that." I have no intention on coming back anytime soon and the Cullens all seemed to know that. Edward nodded slightly at me. I didn't even get to sit down in the car before I was pulled into Alec's lap in the middle between Alice and Jasper.

"Quil's?"

"No i'll just call it'll end badly if we go there."

"She's right. Wait to call until we're at the airport." Alice took my hand and squeezed lightly,"Em you might want to go faster than you normally do."

He nodded and floored it everything was a blur as we passed. Edward? I met his eyes over Alec's shoulder. Does Alec know? He raised his eyebrow at me. Good thanks.

"Alice how long did you know?"

"Three weeks. I already have your clothes there but you'll have to share a room with Alec for now. I would have stopped you from saying those things to Embry if there was any other way for you to come with us."

I nodded. See Alice thinks that i'm Alec's soul mate and not Embry's. I have no idea I love them both but time away from Embry might change that because before last year I use to spend all my time with Alec and the Cullen's because of uncle Jake, but when Embry told me i'm his imprint I almost stopped spending time with them completely.

"Yo NikkiNik. You getting out anytime soon?" I shook my head clear and got out.

"Call now Nikki."

I grabbed my cell phone and called Quil's house,"Hey Nik. One sec i'll pass the phone to Em."

"No it's ok. I know he can hear me. I'm gone i'm going with the Cullen's for awhile."

"You're going to Italy?!"

I smirked,"Yep. I'll see you when I get back,and don't you dare try to come get me." I hung up and walked onto the plane turning my phone off in the process.