So my human life was slowly washing out of mind as I tried to remember memories from my old life but it was all blurry and cloudy. As much as it made me sad to think that I wasn't going to be able to remember something's it was probably the happiest moment of my life because this meant that I wasn't dead. I wasn't going to die anytime soon and I was going to spend the rest of my life with Edward and Cullens. I had fought and I had won.
I had to get turned into a vampire after Edward's lifetime enemy nearly killed me it's a long story and as I said it was slightly blurry. I do remember I was in a lot of pain and broke a lot of bones and punctured a lot of organs. I thought that was the most painful thing in the world… I was wrong. The pain I was feeling now was the most painful in the universe. It didn't even think it was possible for this much pain to be present in any world but I was wrong, I was feeling it right now.
The Cullens had moved me from the clearing to their house so that I would feel at home. They weren't sure if I could hear anything but they assumed I could and I think they were talking to me when they were in the room. They were wrong though I couldn't hear anything but I could hear their thoughts when they were in the room. I thanked God for this because if I couldn't I don't think I would have been able to make it because I would have gone crazy. Even though vampire venom will pretty much cure everything when you are turned. I was seconds away from death when the venom entered my blood stream so I still had to fight off death for a day or so. I didn't really have anyway of knowing how much time had past I just new when the day had changed because like I said I could read the Cullen's thoughts.
Most of the Cullens came in everyday to say encouraging things to me or just to hold my hand and make sure that I looked comfortable. I couldn't feel anything but the scorching burning pain for the first two day but then my feeling started coming back and I could feel things I could feel it when Edward drew circles in the palm of my hand. I would have to thank him for that because it was the most relaxing thing that had happened to me in the past three days.
So three days had past and my hearing was coming back. I was still finding it hard to grip to reality but being able to hear muffled sounds brought be back and I wasn't going anywhere after nearly dying and knowing all to well that I could survive if I tried.
The pain has also receded from my feet, legs, arms, hands, shoulders, head and neck. It was just concentrated on my chest area and my heartbeat was very very slow. This made me uneasy because being human for more than 15 years all you are used to is your heart beating. I knew that it slowing down was an amazingly great thing but it still made me uneasy. All the Cullens pretty much thought that it would be over very soon.
Jasper was very uneasy because of his experiences with new borns and I wasn't really looking forward to turning into a vampire like the ones from his memories but I guess it's inevitable so I tried not to worry about it but there was memory he kept thinking about. If was when a new born had completely turned on his 'family' and I knew… I hoped I would have the strength to hold onto my emotions. If I found it hard Jasper was on stand by and would use his gift to help me. This made me feel awful because even as an immortal I was being a pain to him. I guess I was just destined to annoy Jasper for eternity. Suddenly everything changed. I could hear every single little noise that was present and one in particular confused me.
Just then I heard a chuckle and I knew that it wasn't one of the Cullens because I suddenly heard seven pairs of feet run into the room and lots of pairs of thoughts thinking that I was waking up. I realized that the chuckle came from me. I didn't recognize it because it sounded to musical but that's when I had to remind myself that everything would change, my smell, my appearance, my voice, my eyes and everything else. That's when I began to panic. What if Edward didn't like me as an immortal? What if the scent of my blood was the only reason he had been attracted to me and no one had realized?
"Bella?" I heard Edward say gently. "Can you hear me?" He asked taking my hand in his.
Suddenly the most immense pain exploded combusting in my heart as the burning ran through the last of my blood to my heart I could feel the pressure build up, my back arched and I gasped loudly. That's when it happened I heard the last beautiful thud of my Human heart. It was a sort of pathetic sound but I thanked my heart for doing well for me when I was human.
"It's over." I heard Alice say I could hear the smile in her voice, which to my surprise didn't sound any less musical.
Just then my eyes flickered open and I saw it. I saw the first glimpse of forever. True it wasn't exactly the most iconic way to start my new life watching how the dust particles in the air floated in the most majestic way but it was good enough for the once clumsy human.
A massive smile appeared on my face as I looked around seeing every tiny crack in the wood bookcase in Edward's room which is where they had added a bed for me.
No one said anything they were letting me adjust to my new body, hearing and sight. Edward, still holding my hand helped me off the bed all though I clearly didn't need the help I could feel the power in my muscles. I could crush a car right now without so much as an effort. I looked around at the Cullen's and was quite shocked. I thought they were beautiful when I was human they were practically Gods standing there looking at me. Alice's face looked exactly how I felt she had the same massive smile plastered on her face.
I could smell the smell of wet grasses and vegetation from the outside of the house and the overwhelming and familiar wonderful smell of Lavender as I smelled Edward.
After I had pushed the shock out of my mind for a minute I realized there was something wrong. I didn't feel the same as I did when I was lying down just about to wake up. I didn't have time to put my mind to work when all of a sudden a thousand voices exploded in my head. I instinctively retreated from the source which seemed to be the Cullens, my hand slipping out of Edwards.
I back flipped twice with ease over the bed and towards the back of Edward's room away from Edward and the other Cullens whose faces had changed to that of worry and shock.
After I had landed with no effort at all the hands flew to my temples trying to control the voices. I felt the air in the room change pressure and realized Edward was walking towards me extremely slowly with his hands up as though I was dangerous as he approached a thousand different things that Edward was thinking got extra loud in my head as well as the rest of the families.
"Bella? Are you alright?" He asked quietly worry in his voice. Edward was still walking towards me. This was painful and I couldn't stand it. I didn't know what was wrong though. What had gone wrong?
"Edward be careful." Jasper warned him.
"Please don't get any closer Edward." I said through gritted teeth not even concentrating on my new voice. I didn't want to hurt Edward I didn't know what I would do in this state of mind especially as a new born. I had to protect them from me!
So this is the first chapter of the sequel to my other Fan Fiction The Rising Sun http:/www(DOT)fanfiction(DOT)net/s/5527745/1/The_Rising_Sun
I really hope all the people that read my other Fan Fiction liked this I don't want to disappoint anyone : )
Please let me know what you think ^_^
Oh and it looks like these chapters are also going to end in cliff hangers ; )
