(ps : be kind, I'm young and English is not my first language! (FRENCH) I publish this story again, because you seemed to like it. And today was scary, my school was really near the hostage-taking, and we had to stay away from the windows, because of the bullets 0_o)

Why does the sky seems so sad?

He didn't understand anything anymore. He lifted his wet eyes to the sky and half-opened his dry mouth (so dry) slowly, waiting for some sign which heavens could send to him.

A heavy drop of water hit heavily his forehead and rolled gently along his frozen neck. "Assholes", he thought.

Why was he slumped against a tree, naked and shivering? He squeezed his can of Holy Water against his body. He clung to it, like acastaway who would have found a life buoy, repressing hardly his sobs.

But, damn it! Where was he? He dropped his neck and tried desperately to remember WHY he was here. But… What was he doing in a glade? Leaning his shuddering hand on the tree, he attempted to lower himself gently, but a violent pain in his skull penetrated him, forcing the poor man to sit down painfully.

"Son of a bitch!" he screamed as his spine slipped against the trunk. Hissing, breathless, he watched around. Trees, dead, were waving while their bony branches were inclining toward him, attempting to touch him. The ground was unsteady, and the flowers, hypnotized, were turning into blood.

Frightened, he curled on himself, and burrowed his head in his moist hands.

"Okay, calm down buddy, calm down…"

His brain was misty, clouded, and blind. Hell, he couldn't see anything! He couldn't even tell his name! However, he was angry. He was angry against that little bitch… Yes! He could finally remember! He had left everything for her… And that slush had left him, alone. Her laugh and her love, then the cruelty of the loss. Now, she was gone, her, his Faith!

He had to find her, he had to make her pay, as soon as possible. This only though gave strength to his fevered mind.

"Okay honey, I'm coming…" Then he opened his can and drank two laps of water. He was laughing, crying, and was repeating "Forgive me honey, forgive me…"

He started to run, through this unstable forest, stumbling over the roots of whining plants, trampling on crying leafs. The nature, though not so natural, was all around him, snarling and spitting on him.

"Why me? I've done everything you asked me to do, bitch!"

He finally left the forest. God, he was so angry, and so lost ! He turned around, again and again, searching something.

"WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUU?!"

Then, a light. It was beautiful. But the light was heading toward him, and was growing, again and again. God, it was confusing. But he was so happy…

Then, a thought : "Sammy…"

Then the truck hit Dean.

(so ? it's my first fanfiction, and I have been inspired by "Lourdes", a religious town in my country, you'll see why later...)