Heya it's Angie here yall. Man can you believe it I'm almost 28 years old. Wondering how I've been doing?Well, I'm doing okay, despite the fact that Taylor gets on my nerves half the time and Anna gets mad at me because she can't always get her ways. But she does apologizes unlike some people... She's 10now, I know in the 5th grade. She's changed...alot, she'a quiet and gets tire lately but still is active when Taylor comes by... Taylor hasn't really been himself lately. Like for instance, when he argued over the phone to his agent that he wants to be the biggest star there is. Or how about when he said he wants fame. Well what do I really want, I asked him one day. he goes " What do you want babe?" " I want love, and the old you back." I said frowning and walking away. It just happens at regular basics. I mean he tries to talk to Dreux to see why I act like this at timeas, but Dreux is as clueless as he is. Typical boys right? Taylor has everything he needs. I have no clue why he complains so much over the littlest things! Sometimes I have regrets and decisions to make about my life, but Seiko said don't rush it, because at the end it's all on me. I took that as advice, because I still remember that one night when Taylor came to my hotel room and kissed me right there and then. I could have stopped it but I guess, I wanted this life as you can see. I never in a million years thought I be so emotional, it's like I'm a wreck.I'm a mom, a sister, daughter, actress,friend, singer, dancer, and I also help homeless children and also support Africa and other countries around the world. I don't have time to be chasing him around and trying to change them. I guess what i'm trying to say is I hope, I mean I hope, I didn't make the wrong decisions, or regret everything that had happen. I don't regret getting married to the love of my life. I don't regret making love to him. I don't regret having a wonderful daughter by him. I surely don't regret the arguments that we had, that made us stronger. I love this man with all my heart, but he makes me feel like I'm worthless at times. I'm not whipped at all. I do my own thing and he does his own. I'm sick and tire of Anna having to see me like this. If he wants to keep bitching about the stupidest things in life, then maybe, just maybe, he needs a taste of his own medicine or I'm going to have to take charge.
