Edited it, because apparently it wasn't very good.


Dear Diary,

My name is Isabella Swan and I just turned fourteen years old. I was a teen my last birthday, but now I am a-well, I'm still a teen. Mom gave you to me as a birthday gift to write my feelings. It's sweet of her since I don't like telling her anything, so I can just speak it out. In this book, of course.

Today night, Alice, my best friend, is planning a birthday party for me. I don't particularly like birthday parties, but I've gotta say, Alice is one heck of a planner. She's a great designer, too, which leaves me to wonder if she might become an interior designer when she's old enough. Or a fashion designer. She might.

The reason why she's doing this for me is to attract Edward Cullen. Now Edward is no normal boy; no way. He's Alice's twin brother and he's fourteen years old, like me. Like Alice. Duh. But they don't look alike. Alice is a short, blue-eyed, spiky-haired little pixie with the most cheerful countenance whenever you see her. Edward is the complete opposite of her. He's tall, with penetrating green eyes, mussed bronze hair, defined jawline, and a killer smile.

God, I faint every time.

He's also incredibly moody. It's annoying because every time I'm over at their house he's like, "You. What's your name?" even though I know I've told him my name a million times. Which is why I probably won't ever have a chance with him. And who am I kidding? I'm a plain-faced little teen. Of course, I have no chance with him! We are kids, after all. Teens, rather, but kids still.

Alice and Rosalie, another friend of ours, say we actually look good together. Whatever. They can say whatever they want. Not going to happen. I also think it's kind of gross that Alice is encouraging me on. I mean, come to think of it: won't all sisters hate it when their best friend is in love with their brother? I would if I had one! Alice doesn't care. Mostly 'cause she's after Jasper, Rosalie Hale's older brother. And Rosalie's got this crush on Emmett, Alice's older brother. So win-win, I guess.

I really hope Edward notices me tonight. I really do.

Until then, bye!

I'll talk to you tonight.

Bella