Love is war
by Dark Angel of Wind
Disclaimers: I do not own the song Love is war, that is from the Vocaloid singers (personally the Kaito, Akito, and Ren and Miku Duets are my favorite versions), nor do I own Yugioh 5D's
Claimers: I do own Genji Tokai and Hikaru Fudo
Summary: ever since Genji had met his half sister he has harbored feelings of love for her. knowing this is wrong, he tries to squealsh the feelings unsuccessfully as he watches her grow more and more happy with her twin yusei, her boyfriend Nerve, while still only treating his feelings like a beloved familiy member. so if he cannot have her, he shall watch her forever
just a random little plot bunny that got into my head last night. I was watching a movie with my fam and it was about a brother who loved his sister (it was a very sad movie) and I thought to myself "huh, wonder what would happen with my OC family if they loved each other"
I had originally thought of using Yusei seeing as they are twins. but thought that this would work a bit better.
"singing"
Thinking
"talking"
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"The agitation with no release. The weight of this love"
Genji polished the table as he watched his half sister on the couch snuggled up with her boyfriend nerve and felt his heart ache and his head scream. it took all he had to not do something loud and distracting to get him away from her.
his eyes narrowed as he watched her kiss him. Nerve leaned closer and held her as he kissed her back, his hands trailing down her back to unhook her-
SLAM!
he bolted out of the house and slammed the door behind him and ran to the grassy hill they used to star gaze from.
"In the blue sky, lights reflects on particles
The sunsets, from the weakening light comes the mechanical sounds"
what is wrong with me? why can't I just make this stop? SHE'S MY SISTER FOR GODS SAKE!!
'only a half sister' a voice in his head told him
That doesn't change the fact we still are blood related
'only half blood related'
SHUT UP!
'you know it's legal in some countries to marry a Half sibling'
"SHUT UP!!"
Oh god..am I going crazy?
he fell backwards onto the grassy hill ground, as he panted with breath.
"Ah, the world is falling apart, but even so, I still love you
I understand that completely. What should I do
To make you understand this secret code
I am such a fool"
He remembered when they had first met. Hikaru with her loving and gentle, caring, nature had accepted him and loved him. she held him when he cried, she told him her secrets and let him tell her his. she didn't laugh at him or feel ashamed to know him. he felt love bloom in his chest after a long while of living with her and Hikari, but he had just thought that it was normal. after all he didn't know what the difference of love between siblings and love between lovers were. he just figured his feelings for HIkaru were stronger then Hikari's were that they were closer in age.
he chocked as a sob escaped from his throat.
what a fool he had been.
"I will Protect you, this is a war
There is no way I will watch you get hurt
A suffocating love, that is a sin
I will let you know my affection for you"
after he met Yusei and gotten him and Hikaru back together as Twins...he became insanely jealous of their closeness and the exclusions. "its a twin thing" she would tell him with a sad smile.
and then she had met Nerve....he still wanted to kill the bastard for even THINKING about her like that. let alone having...having...that...with her.
"I tried to yell out, but this voice is weak
No matter how much I raise my voice, It probably still won't reach you"
His heart clenched as he curled into a ball. his fists grasping his shirt as if to squash out the pain.
he remembered how one day he came close to telling her. that was when she had told him that she was pregnant with Nerve's child. the grief and sadness must have been on his face because almost immediately she asked him what was the matter. he smiled and told her it was nothing and went to his room to cry his heart out.
the next time he had tried he had actually succeeded. he told her with a serious face after kissing her that he loved her. and she only smiled and patted his cheek like a child and told him she loved him too. completely oblivious to the meaning it broke his heart.
"Ah, before I realize it, the dawn is already coming. Time, please stop I can see you who I cannot reach"
I cannot make you understand my feeling, what can I do
How should I proceed
his sister was intelligent yes, but she was as dense as ever. always the blissfully ignorant one. naive at times but never innocent. caring. loving. gentle. kind. compassionate. sympathetic. joyful. cheerful.
so he decided that if he could not have her.
"Thereforehe would protect her. no matter how much it hurt him.
"I will protect you, this is a war
Whatever it takes, there is no time to choose means
In order to let you understand the extend of my love
I will protect you with all my might"
for there will be times when Yusei will not be there to protect and comfort her. and there will be times when Nerve will not be ther to give her the love and adoration she deserves.
he wiped his eyes dry and picked himself up as he stared at the sky in a defiant stare.
Prepare for the final blow
The battle is not yet over
Love is war
Until this song reaches you
they may have won the battle. but they will lose the war
