『僕わ化け物。。。』
Kano Shuuya – Mekakushi Dan #3 /Kagerou Project(Mekaku City Actors)/KidoKano
The power to deceive one's eyes.
It was a curse in a blessing. The power to change how people see you. The monster deep inside him whispers to him, to tell him to keep lying.
Before he realized it, he was the antagonist.
Hidden behind his mask of lies, he continues through the day.
No one's knows how he feels. His mask of emotion is too strong.
He always seems cheerful, carefree, like he's living how he wants too. He never tells anyone- not even Kido- how he feels.
Ayano-onee-chan, look what a monster I am. Surely, you can see from up there, how soiled I've become.
He remembers the time when his older sister assured him, assured him that he wasn't a monster. At the time of his sister's death, he believed the real monster was her best friend, the boy who saw her cry and said nothing. He soon realized the real monster was himself.
What a bitter thing reality is…
The things you wish for, the past you hate, the face you want to have, the heart you want… It'll never come true.
かなわない内々、現実を、全部Lie Lie Lie, 大嘘だ。どうも39 ました、もういいよ。この問題わ僕のだ。(A/N: Mousouzei lyrics that have been slightly altered)
It come true, reality, it's all a lie, a huge lie. Thank you very much, but this problem is mine now.
It shouldn't even be called "the power to deceive one's eyes". It's more like the power to hide. Hide very well. Suppress the pain, the loneliness.
But I suppose, I have to run, run, run.
Run past the pain, loneliness, mistakes.
One day, he's yet again hiding behind his mask while talking to Kido. However, his mask is slightly weaker, and lets a few drops fall. She notices, and questions him.
"Oh, no, it's nothing!" He lies through his teeth. At that very moment, it all falls apart. The mask shatters into millions of pieces, scattered on the ground like broken glass.
She realizes, and throws her arms around him.
"You don't have to keep lying to yourself."
His voice quavers, as he is not used to being comforted, nonetheless by Kido, who always beats him up.
He realizes that he has people to rely on, and that he's not all alone.
Ayano-onee-chan, I'm not alone anymore.
I never was.
Wwwwww lets tell a funny story
Ok so I have the other story, It all started backstage, and I was writing chapter three on my flashdrive, however, I lost my flashdrive at the airport, this summer vacation. Therefore, the chapter will have to, once again, wait. I'M SORRY!
But lets talk about this story. I wrote this drabble a while ago and forgot to upload it here. It's vaguely KidoKano. I hope you enjoyed! Please Review and Favorite!
