A/N So I got this idea when I was half-asleep and decided to follow it.
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Spike was laying on top of his tomb, just thinking. An older woman with curly blondish-brown hair, in a red flowered business suit was sitting in his favorite chair. She had a look of sleepiness on her otherwise blank face. They sat in silence until Spike said,
"You know, doc, I really think it all began with her. That's when I started going crazy,"
Why's that William?
"I'm not sure," Spike stopped for a moment to think, "Maybe it was because she was untouchable. That might be it, Angelus always said I wanted what was impossible to get,"
Tell me about her.
"Oh, she was the most beautiful thing I had ever set my eyes on. The way her eyes twinkled as if she knew something you didn't. The way her hair was so blonde. Everything about her was perfect. Except maybe her mind. She didn't do things she was supposed to,"
What was she supposed to do, William?
"She was supposed to love me," He responded simply.
Did she know you loved her, maybe that's why she didn't show it back.
"She bloody well knew! I know she knew,"
How do you know?
"She knew I loved her, I showed her time and time again and I know she loved me, because Slayers always hurt the ones they love," He chuckled, "That one really loved me, she tried to kill me a couple of times. That's how I know,"
Tell me how we got here, why the great William the Bloody is seeing a shrink.
"Ok, then. It all started out when I was with Drusilla," Spike went on to tell her of when he first met Buffy, then when they teamed up to defeat Angelus, now they were at present time.
"I came back to Sunnydale because it was familiar, home. Plus all the people here are easier to eat, they don't fight back as much. I found the Ring of Amara to show her how much I loved her, but she pushed me away. My ring got taken away then destroyed. Next, I just watched her. I would follow her home to make sure she got there safely, I watched her sleep, I even took pictures of her. She doesn't know all of this though. Then to prove how much I loved her, I offered to kill Drusilla for her, but she still pushed me away. Then it happened,"
What happened?
"That's when I made sure she would be mine forever,"
How?
"I followed her when she was going home, then when she didn't know it, I bit her. She tried to fight back, but I'm stronger. When she was gone I carried her home and put her where she belonged,"
Where did she belong?
Spike got up and opened his tomb, inside was the decaying body of Buffy, bite marks still visible on her neck.
"Right with me,"
Is that where the story ends?
"Why do you care? You're just a corpse. And I'm still insane,"
