Disclaimer: the usual not mine just playing with the dollies, wishing i had my own.

The dictionary explanation came from Merriam-Webster online

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Thoughts, turning, bending, flexing and yielding.

Both many and few at times.

She forgot what her own thoughts were, she only hears the others.

Forgotten words.

Lost Dreams.

Trapped in a world of words and emotions.

Wallowing, drowning in a River, Her River and everyone else's.

River: 1 a a natural stream of water of usually considerable volume b plural large or overwhelming quantities drank rivers of coffee - up the river to or in prison was sent up the river

How appropriate was her name, River body a prison, her prison of large quantity of thoughts.

Swirlling, Twrilling in a mess of chaotic strings.

Riding the waves and going under.

Good and Bad.

Right from wrong.

She had words once.

She had dreams.

But now they are everybody else's.

And in the chaos, there is order, a weird order and it is hers.

She longs to be free.

Wild and untamed in the thrall of Chaos.