The days drag by and I can't even remember how long it's been. I feel so insignificant against your vast glory, and I can't fathom the thought of you never returning to my side, so I weep. I attempt to imagine a world without your existence, but I can't, for I can not bear it. You are leaving, you have been set on the path of life and your destination is far from me, so in an attempt to coax me of becoming unattached, you make nothing of the time we have left. We had been given time, time to make something of what dwells within us, but you have cast me out, far away from you. Isolated by distance, and forced to endure my nostalgic ways, I am burdened with my many short comings and faults; faults where I have failed to meet what you had expected of me.
I did not want this, I did not want love to burden me for I am troubled enough. On your last day, I am not quite positive if I will survive, for I will not see you for many months, and you wish to no longer contact me. If I am a burden to you, please tell me and I will cancel all further communications with you until you (hopefully) miss me. I am truly sorry that I have bestowed this upon you and I am truly sorry that you can not understand what you have done to me. I do not fall too easily, but I was completely and utterly bewildered when I laid eyes upon you, for this was a new experience, but you have thrown me out, cast me away, and for that I will never forgive you. I will leave if it is what you desire, but if you shall ever want me, please do not hesitate to ask for I will always be awaiting the day where you will finally see what is meant to be.