Author's Note:
Hi everyone! So this is my first Chicago Fire story. I haven't really planned on what's going to happen throughout story since I just came up with the first chapter while I was watching TV lol. I do hope you all enjoy it and I can't promise that I will be updating often since I have a full time job but I will try my best to write while I'm on lunch breaks at work so I can post them when I get home. If you read my One Tree Hill story, you'll notice that I haven't really updated in a while and the only reason is I can't find my notebook that I wrote the next few chapters in. Since I moved, I haven't really had the time to look through all the boxes or where I could've misplaced it. I do apologize, though. But I will try to update today.
Disclaimers:
I do not own anything. Not the show or any of the characters!
Enjoy!
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Beautiful. Intelligent. Fierce. Independent.
I can go on and on to describe the good things about Gabriela Dawson. She had always been there for me through all the struggles I've had throughout my life. She is a great friend not only to me but to everyone at House 51. That's what makes her special.
Ever since I met her, I've always been intrigued by her. She had captured my heart. It was wrong to feel for her like this though as I was with someone else. Hallie Thomas. Another woman in my life who will always be important to me. But tonight, I realized something.
I was in love with Gabriella Dawson.
Tonight at Molly's, as I look at Gabby with her cop friend, Jay, laughing and so close together, jealousy kicked in. All I could think about is how I wish I was the one holding Gabby in my arms. And here I am, sitting right beside Hallie and trying not to make my feelings for Gabby so obvious.
Thinking about it, it's wrong to be with someone that I'm not in love with. I couldn't take it any longer. Tonight, I will be ending my relationship with Hallie. Will I be telling Gabby how I feel? I haven't really thought about how she would feel or react to it. Part of me is scared to tell her because of rejection and another part is telling me that taking a chance could be good. Maybe she could learn to love me but does she have feelings for Jay? Are they even together? I try not to think about the negative things. I just hope that if I tell Gabby, it wouldn't ruin our friendship. Even if I can't have her, being friends with her was good enough. Maybe along the road, she will fall in love with me. I just need to hang on to hope.
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I know it's a short chapter but please let me know what you guys think of the first chapter or if you still want me to go on with the story. Thanks for reading!
