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Bella P.O.V

Edward sat next to me in the truck. I just stared at him, he de-assembled my truck so I couldn't see Jake? What the hell!?

"Edward, you are not my father, you are my fiancée, you do not get to decide who I see, when I see them, or how long I see them for!" I was angry, not with him, never with him, but at his controlling nature.

"Bella, I love you I'm just trying to protect you." He was trying to reason with me. Well ya know what? You can't reason with crazy people, and I was crazy!

"Edward, I love you more than I love anything else on the planet, the universe even, but Jake is my friend! I hate bringing this up, but when you left, I wasn't even human! I might as well have been a Vampire, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, Edward, I loved you so much, and now that you're back I love you even more. That day I jumped off the cliff, I wasn't trying to commit suicide, but if it had been between the when you left, and when I started hanging out with Jake, I would have been committing suicide! I love Jake, not the way I love you, but like I love Alice, or Emmett. I know he's a werewolf, big deal Edward! You're a vampire, the first day you met me, you wanted to eat me! But I can hang out with you can't I!?" I was crying now, we went to touch me, and even at my human speed, I was able to flinch away. I was holding myself together again. Stupid hole! It always started tearing me apart at the worst times! I hated how I had to hold myself together physically just to maintain stability mentally! This sucks!

"Bella, honey I'm sorry, you're right. I shouldn't censor who you see. Jake is your friend, if you choose him I understand." He hung his head, if he could cry I think he would.

"No, Edward, you don't get it," I laughed, he looked up at me, his beautiful features confused, "I'm choosing you. I chose you, that first day in Biology, I wanted you, and only you, when you saved me in Port Angeles, I fell in love with you, always and forever, Edward. That doesn't make Jake any less of a friend to me. He was all I had when I lost you, I needed him like air, he was my sunshine through the rain that is Forks." I smiled then, a small, sad smile, I realized that after I was changed, Jake wouldn't be my sunshine anymore, he would be my rainy day, he would be the small light cloud over my head, every single day, I would have to remember, I was the one who made him breakable, and then, without ever planning it, I broke him, and I didn't know how to unbreak him. I sighed, I wanted the best for Jake, but I didn't know how to do it, I'd leave, I'd tell him, we'd say goodbye, and I would leave, and I would never come back. I could never come back.

"Oh. You've chosen me, have you?" He laughed, and then began growling, playfully of course, not in the 'I kinda want to eat you' way. I smiled him, I loved him, my sweet angelic vampire.



"Edward, may I borrow your phone for a second?" He looked at me.

"Sure," he mumbled.

I punched in a number, and heard the ringing.

"Hello?" Jake's voice was so reassuring, even now, with Edward sitting next to me.

"Jake. It's Bella, can you come get me?"

"Are you at Charlie's?" I heard the engine start.

"Yeah, I'll be outside. OK?"

"Perfect. Be there in a few minutes!"

"Bye Jake."

"Bye Bella!"

"Thank you Edward" I leaned in and kissed his nose. He waited with me, and when Jake came to get me, he just smiled, looking at him, and Jake was well behaved. And then, we left for La Push…

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