Another poem about Leafpool and Crowfeather. It's really a song, but who cares. I wrote it at midnight a week or so ago… I kind of used a couple of words from my friend's verse in my last poemfanfic.
With sorrow in our hearts
And longing for our clans
We did indeed part
And meet never again
If you've never felt the pain
Of walking away
Then you'll never know the agony
That I felt on that day
On that last night
Before we went out separate ways
I told him we should leave
It was very hard to say
We sat together on the lakeshore
Wishing we were home
A single star above us
In the night sky shone
Twinkling down
On us two
It reassured me that leaving was
the right thing to do
Remembering how we sneaked around
And eventually stole away
I was ashamed
That I'd acted that way
Now that I'm back
I think of nothing but him
But I've made my choice, and back I cannot go…
There was anguish in my voice
When I did depart
But it didn't overcome
My aching heart
I've never made a tougher choice
And I've never felt so lost
Although I've never felt so sure of anything
I lost the battle I had fought
I lost him, to come back home
I gave him up and returned, to the place I call home
Many moons later, I'm well and alive
But still my broken heart
Never did mend
But I chose this life and now I've played my part
And with the longing still in my heart
I promise Oh, promise
I will never again depart
I will be here
'Til I die
But never will I think of him
Without a wistful sigh
But I've chose my life
And I left him, to come back home
I left, to come back home
I think this will be my last "poemfanfic" about Crowfeather and Leafpool. But I like writing about anguish… It makes me feel like I have a good life… Great I'm getting sentimental… I teared up when I wrote this. I kind of hope that you cry a bit when you read it.
