Claimer: To my greatest fortunate, Stephenie Meyer has given me the rights to own part of the Twilight Saga. I was soo HAPPY!

Stephenie: No I didn't.

Me: Yes you did, remember?

Stephenie: NO!

Me: Oh all right, you didn't. So here's a disclaimer…

I don't own Steph's Characters, Twilight, New Moon, or any reference I use that has to do with the Twi-Saga. I only own the plot and my own characters.

Passage from New Moon, I might skip some quotes and thoughts, but I had to. Please don't be mad.

Prologue:

"Bella, we're leaving."

I took a deep breath, too. This was an acceptable option. I thought I was prepared. But I still had to ask.

"Why now? Another year-"

"Bella, it's time. How much longer can we stay in Forks, after all? Carlisle can barely pass for thirty, and he's claiming thirty-three now. We'd have to start over soon regardless."

"When you say we-," I whispered.

"I mean my family and myself." Each word separate and distinct.

It took a few minutes before I could speak.

"I'll come with you" I said

Few quotes skip…

"Bella, I don't want you to come with me" He spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really saying. There was a pause as I repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.

"You…don't…want me?"

"No."


Victoria was hunting me, Jacob was hunting Victoria, and Charlie was hunting Jacob. I didn't hear Edward now. There was no one to do reckless activities with. But I knew what I had to do. Just because Jacob couldn't take me now, didn't mean I couldn't do it. I walked up to the top of the cliff. The cold, freezing wind gushed past me, almost making me loose my balance. I stood there, in a tee shirt and jeans, waiting for that sweet velvet voice to stop me. None.

"Bella!" This wasn't the velvet voice I wanted. It was rough and husky, but very familiar.

"Jake! What are you doing here? Where's Victoria?" What can I say? I panicked.

"The blood sucker took off into the water like a bat outta Hell. I came back to check on you." Jake would really hate himself if something happened to me.

Wait! Did he just say Victoria's in the water? Yes, yes he did. "Victoria? In. Water?" My eyebrows stretched up into arches. I didn't know what to say.

"Yep. Took off. I came back to see you gone, I figured…'most likely she went to cliff-dive. With her recklessness, that ought to be where she went.' What the Hell? You should've waited for me! I can't track her if I feel you're jumping cliffs behind my back."

God he cared so much! I thought back on what he said once.

Flashback

"Why don't you just move on? You know. Forget about him?" He asked me.

I couldn't forget. I wouldn't forget. I won't forget.

"Jake…I can't forget about him. I just can't. Everything I do makes me remember him." You have no idea how true that is." Recklessness, music, TV, Biology, food,

Every thing does.

End of Flashback

Hmm. Maybe I can forget. Jake made me happy. I loved him. Family love, but still love. Maybe I can make it a different love. Maybe I can move on.