My P.O.V

Kagome sat by the campfire, rummaging through her over sized bag tell she found what she was looking for. She pulled out a dark blue velvet book that had baby blue letters spelling out 'Diary'.  She smiled sadly at the memories it held, then opining up to a fresh page she got a pen and began to write.

I love
I love you from a distant
No closer then that
I love for who you are
No less then that
I love you now and always
But do you love me back?
No not me I am not the one
The one your heart calls out to
I love you I see only you
But you can only see her
She the one who hates you
The one who can never love you
Maybe there was a time
A time when you two where happy
Happy for a moment a mere second in time
You loved her for who she was
But she loved you only for what you would become
You would set her free
Free of every thing that binds her to responsibility
You where her escape
Not her love
These things I see in her
You cannot
Or maybe you
Maybe you can but deny
For as they say 'love is blind'
I do not dear voice any of this out loud
At times I think maybe you do care
Maybe you are over her
You say you wish to protect me
But is it really me you wish to protect
Or is it that you see me as her 
You say harsh things
That you don't mean
Or do you?
Do you see me as week?
As some pathetic,
Close but not quit the real thing,
A replacement of her?
I now I can never measure up to her,
Her beauty,
Her strength,
Her breviary,
Her grace,
She has every thing including your love
Maybe not every thing
But she has the one thing I long for
More then any thing else
But unlike her I love you
For simply that
Being you.
Don't you see?
Can't you see?
Of course not….
You still only see her
I know you will never love me
The way I want
I may be wrong
You may in time love me
For me and not just her
Maybe tomorrow…
But then again tomorrow never comes
I love you heart and soul
Now and forever
You who are my first love
You who are forever in my heart
And always on my mind
You who haunt my dreams
And crash my reality
I love you
And only want to see you happy
But she who you love will only hurt you
And I won't let her
Hasn't she done enough?
She takes peoples souls
Kill so she may live
Live to kill you
I WON'T LET HER
To you hear me?
No of course not………..

'I don't know where to classify this as a diary entry or a bad attempt at poetry.' Kagome thought to her self mildly amused.

"Hey wench, go to bed I don't want ya complaining in the mooring that you're tiered" Inuyasha interrupted her. Kagome set the book back in her bag with a sigh and settled in her sleeping bag careful not to wake Shippo.

"Goodnight Inuyasha" she said then add 'My love' to her self, as she fell in to the world of dreams.

A/N: I OWN NOTHING! NOTHING! Well……lets put it this way, I don't own Inuyasha.