My name means snow, but it does not fit...

I want to be free like the snow,

But alas, I am here. Cursed by a rat.

Wishing I could be elsewhere.

I am polite

I am chivalrous

I am courteous

I am nice to people only so that they might return my affections

I am lonely

I am different

I am separate

I am selfish

I am Yuki