Disclaimer: Don't own HP characters they belong to JKR anything else
belongs to me.
AN: This'll be switchinbg POVs a lot so hope you're still with me by the end!
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"Do you love me?"
You said it softly enough for me to pretend I didn't hear it though we both know I did. The truth is, I don't know how to answer. I shook inwardly, hoping,praying you wouldn't ask again, because I don't know. So I just decided to hide behind my old façade. The façade only you saw through and broke down. You taught me to be human. You taught me not to take life so seriously, and I didn't however I acted it out for my family, you changed me.
Does love change with time? Or time with love?
Because if anything, I was even more in love with you, than when I had first kissed you that day beside the lake. I wanted more than anything when you uttered those 4 fateful words. I wanted to tell you that I loved you more then anything. I wanted to hold you and never let you go.
But I couldn't. Because if I wanted a good,sound job that would make my family proud, I couldn't have an old crush following me around my entire life. I couldn't let Fudge or my family see that I had changed my views just because of a girl. Woman. You.
Why?
Because my pride wouldn't let me. I had to act as though I was still the career obsessed Percy instead of the boy, madly in love with a beautiful girl. No. You were - are- a woman. I wanted to hold you, know that I had found you. But I didn't. Why? Because it was easier this way.
That s the way I always have been. Take the easy route, always go behind work, it's the only thing you can always count on. It's a trait I've noticed in my youngest brother's friend Hermione. She does it too. Only when she is around Ron and Harry that she loses it. I wonder who she fancies Harry or Ron? Any fool would know that Ron was head-over-heels for her. Except for Hermione of course. And Harry? I don't know.
You asked again. Determined to have an answer I couldn't provide. Then I ran away with you calling out my name.
I avoided you for the rest of the term. Why couldn't I? It was only a few weeks until graduation. I did see you, at the end of opposite corridors, laughing and joking with your friends. I wondered, how come you never cried? Then people would have blamed me for it and I could have moved on. I wouldn't have kept a part of you with me.
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7 Years Later..
"Ah Mrs Hayes, you're here. I'd like you to meet a colleague of mine, Mr Weasley."
I looked at you in shock.
"Penny?!"
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I know, I'm evil.. but I want to know what you think before I do another chapter.. if I do. Well R/R!!!
~Queen Isa~
AN: This'll be switchinbg POVs a lot so hope you're still with me by the end!
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
"Do you love me?"
You said it softly enough for me to pretend I didn't hear it though we both know I did. The truth is, I don't know how to answer. I shook inwardly, hoping,praying you wouldn't ask again, because I don't know. So I just decided to hide behind my old façade. The façade only you saw through and broke down. You taught me to be human. You taught me not to take life so seriously, and I didn't however I acted it out for my family, you changed me.
Does love change with time? Or time with love?
Because if anything, I was even more in love with you, than when I had first kissed you that day beside the lake. I wanted more than anything when you uttered those 4 fateful words. I wanted to tell you that I loved you more then anything. I wanted to hold you and never let you go.
But I couldn't. Because if I wanted a good,sound job that would make my family proud, I couldn't have an old crush following me around my entire life. I couldn't let Fudge or my family see that I had changed my views just because of a girl. Woman. You.
Why?
Because my pride wouldn't let me. I had to act as though I was still the career obsessed Percy instead of the boy, madly in love with a beautiful girl. No. You were - are- a woman. I wanted to hold you, know that I had found you. But I didn't. Why? Because it was easier this way.
That s the way I always have been. Take the easy route, always go behind work, it's the only thing you can always count on. It's a trait I've noticed in my youngest brother's friend Hermione. She does it too. Only when she is around Ron and Harry that she loses it. I wonder who she fancies Harry or Ron? Any fool would know that Ron was head-over-heels for her. Except for Hermione of course. And Harry? I don't know.
You asked again. Determined to have an answer I couldn't provide. Then I ran away with you calling out my name.
I avoided you for the rest of the term. Why couldn't I? It was only a few weeks until graduation. I did see you, at the end of opposite corridors, laughing and joking with your friends. I wondered, how come you never cried? Then people would have blamed me for it and I could have moved on. I wouldn't have kept a part of you with me.
*~*
7 Years Later..
"Ah Mrs Hayes, you're here. I'd like you to meet a colleague of mine, Mr Weasley."
I looked at you in shock.
"Penny?!"
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* I know, I'm evil.. but I want to know what you think before I do another chapter.. if I do. Well R/R!!!
~Queen Isa~
