Malchik Gay
Malchik Gay
SnakeyLobve: This is just a songfic to the song Malchik Gay. My very first songfic so be nice! Please?
This story is one sided SasuNaru! Told in Naruto's perspective. After Sasuke left Konoha.
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Naruto was sitting in his room, remembering when he and Sasuke were young. He was trying desperately to find a happy memory, but he could only think of one thing. It was the time when he had accidentally kissed Sasuke. It was the day that started his suffering.
Handsome
Tender
Soft
His lips were so warm against mine. It was at that moment that I knew I was falling in love with him. I was falling in love with the person I though I hated.
Why do you look right through me
thinking
"No"
But I knew you would never accept me if you knew. The hate and diagust in your eyes was clue enough for me. So I hid my feelings.
I can't deny my feelings
Growing strong
Months went by, and day by day, my love for you grew stronger. Then, as soon as I thought you were starting to return my feelings, you left us. You left me.
I try to keep believing
dreaming on
I kept telling myself that I could bring you back, that you would realize that we were more important than power.
And every time I see you
I crave more
I wanna pull you closer
closer
closer
closer
When we were assigned a mission to bring you back, I knew it was my chance to show you that I cared, and to see that you cared too. We found you, and I tried so hard to not cry. Not to hold you. Not to kiss you, and tell you that it was fine, and you that I would always be there.
But you leave me feeling frozen
But you didn't understand. You didn't see what was right before your eyes. You still don't see how much I love you.
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I can be
all you need
You don't need the power. You don't need to kill your brother, or become that awful mans container. My love is more powerful than any curse mark. Why haven't you realized that?
Won't you please
stay with me?
Please, Sasuke. Please come back to me! I need you so badly. It's so hard, living life with you gone. Without you there to argue with me. Or to call me dobe. That awful nickname that I loved so much. Even if I didn't show it.
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Apologies, might-have-been's
Remember the time you saved me from being kidnapped from the akatsuki? How you were so badly injured, because you were defending me? I'm sorry I always got you into trouble. And I'm sorry I was so weak, always needing your help.
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can't erase what I feel
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It was so long since you left us. I thought I could forget you. I though I could forget your beautiful face. That face that never smiled, but on that rare occasion that it did, could turn my legs to rubber in a heartbeat.
Choking
Back emotion
Now I'm wondering... Will you ever come back to me? Will you ever show me that I have meaning in your life? That, maybe, just maybe, you care for me? Even just a little bit?
I try to keep on hoping
for a way;
I'll bring you back, Sasuke. I promise you that. You'll regret ever leaving us. And you'll start to love me too.
A reason for us both to
come in
close
I'll bring you back to your house, and you'll invite me in. I'd try to object, but you'd insist, and I would give in. We'd go to your room, and we'd kiss. It would be a kiss so full of love.
I long for you to hold me
like your boyfriend does
We'd spend the night together, and fall asleep in each others arms after whispering 'I love you' into the others ear. That is my desire.
and though my dream is
slowly fading
But that's all that it is, a desire. It's nothing but a dream, something that will never become a reality. No matter how hard I try. I'm starting to realize that I will never have you back. I will never be able to hold you in my arms.
I wanna be the object
object
object
object
of your passion but it's hopeless
I'm giving up on you. I'm giving up on my heart, and my ability to love. It's OK, Sasuke. You don't have to worry about me anymore. I'm stronger now. I've realized that I don't need you here with me. I don't need to see your face every day. To always see the face that I know I will never have.
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I can be
all you need
Last time we met, again you tried to kill me. Do you want me gone that badly? Alright, Sasuke. I will give you what you want. Never again will you have to worry about me getting in the way of your dreams. I'm on the top of the statue from so long ago, when you first left. Do you remember?
Won't you please
stay with me
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My foot is so close to the edge and I can feel the wind pushing against me, urging me forward. Do you care? My foot slips, and I plunge forward. I land in the water, the pressure cutting my skin. In no time at all, my head is smashed against a large rock. I feel my life slowly slipping from me.
But it's alright. Because when I'm dead, I can forget about my feelings for you. I can spend the rest of eternity without that aching pain wrenching at my heart. I just hope that when you hear, you will not regret the path you chose, and that you will realize that I did this because I loved you.
Apologies, might-have-been's
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can't erase what I feel
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I open my mouth, trying to say that I was sorry for all the troubles I caused, but the water invaded my lungs. My eyes closed, and I felt my soul being pulled from my body as I floated upwards. Good bye, Sasuke. I love you.
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