Thank you for all my supporters who gave me advice!

I dedicate my first story to you!

Patricia P.O.V.

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I always thought about love, maybe it wasn't obvious. I mean, I'm not Amber but a part of me wished i could be so open and free about girly subjects. I watched so many of my friends fall in love, Fabian with Nina and Alfie with Amber. I was jealous but a small part of me knew I had to smile through it because for once I can't be bitter to everyone. When Eddie came to Anubis, I lashed out at him, he was one of those people who didn't understand when you do things in a relationship it changes drastically. I am careful, maybe it's why I never kissed anyone. Me and Eddie became a couple, it blossomed into love. Love wasn't what I expected it to be, love takes over your mind set and twists you till you don't know which way is up. You want to stay in love forever yet you wanna leave love for the hopeless. Maybe that's why I left Eddie because somewhere in the love I found Hate. Regret formed over me as time went by, Eddie can embrace love while I keep it at a distance. I wanted to love Eddie and I still do. So I walk back to the house knowing sometime wanting love isn't enough to keep me in the game.

thanks hope it was okay for first chapter, tell me if I should write more!