What hurts me the most
The song its what hurts the most by Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
I listened to the soft pitter patter of the rain as it nailed harshly on my window and roof. I pulled my knees up and buried my face into it, small choked sobs escaped my mouth as I thought about the pain built up inside me. I've come to the known fact that Naruto doesn't love me, but Sakura, I know that…I understand that. But that's not what makes me upset.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
I remember during the Chunnin exams when it was his encouraging voice that urged to on to fight me cousin, when he held me so close to him during that bikouchou mission. I remember when he told me it was people like me that he liked. I wish I could have said it to you then instead of turning a blind eye and just letting everything go.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
It's hard to accept the fact that he loves Sakura and seeing those two together hurts me even more. Come to think of it everyone of the Konoha eleven has found someone. Neji and Tenten, Shikamaru and Ino, Sakura and Naruto, they all have someone close to them. Now all that's left is me all alone, getting up everyday wishing I could have said what I wanted to say to you, instead of living with the regret of not. I would trade everything just to go back and do it al over again.
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Now Sasuke's back and you knew Sakura would go back to him, you knew! But you accepted it, you pretended that you didn't care that they loved each other. I see you trying to pretend you don't like Sakura anymore, but you do and I know you hurt when she walked away from you just like that.
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Now you're begging me to love, asking me to go out with you. I can only scoff at the pathetic state your in, but that wouldn't be me. Naruto what hurt me the most was watching you walk away from me to someone else that you knew didn't love. Now I want you to watch me walk away and feel what I have for these years. This time its your turn to cry, to hurt, its your turn to see my retreating back.
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
