Un expected News
Sitting here on this wet cold ground I can feel my heart jump as I relive the last few minutes, I just found out I was pregnant and I am not out of high school. I could not believe that I Madison Cooperstein, best friend of Amy Juergens is pregnant. I should have known better than to sleep with a guy that does not really love me, but I guess I never learn my lessons.
Today I woke up and knew I should find out just what's going on with my body, I just don't know if I can take the news the doctor is going to give me. I wish in my heart that I could go back to the day when I slept with Jack, but In a way I would not give it up. I know deep down inside of Jack he loves me more than he loves Grace. Jack told me he loves me when he had sex with me that night and now that I am carrying his baby he has to love me.
When I got to the doctors office they took some time, but when they called me back they immediately asked to do a pregnancy test and then the doctor came in "Hello Ms. Cooperstein I have the results of your pregnancy test" I sat there on that cold table shaking so hard "Your Pregnant" Those words rung through my head like a typewriter. Your pregnant, your pregnant. "Ms. Cooperstein are you ok?" I looked at the doctor "Yes mam I am ok, just shocked" Then came the news I was not expecting "Ms. Cooperstein the test also revealed that your HCG levels are much higher than expected for a six week singleton pregnancy" I looked at the doctor with tears in my eyes "So what are you saying?" "Well it means there is a possibility that you are expecting twins" I had just found out a few hours ago that I was pregnant and now she was telling me that I may be having twins. I started crying I could not believe what she was telling me. The doctor started talking again, but I could hardly hear her over my sobbing. "We will not be able to do an ultrasound right now, you are not far enough long, but when you reach nine weeks we will do an ultrasound to confirm how many you are carrying, for now I am going to give you some pamphlets to help you understand your choices and a prescription for prenatal-vitamins". I just sat there and started crying again, I did not feel like doing anything except crying.
The next day I woke up, but did not feel like going to school so I researched on the web about adoption for twins and abortion for multiple pregnancies. I knew that my life would be so complicated if I became a mother, but deep inside of me I know that this baby will bring Jack back to me and away from Grace. So I decided to call Jack and tell him the news. I was really scared at how he would feel about this. I dialed his number and he picked up "Hey Jack its Madison" He then tried to get me off the line because he was at school, but I stopped him before he could hang up "Jack I'm pregnant and its yours" He started to scream at me, like you are so wrong I do not want you I want Grace and no fake pregnancy is going to get me to come around to you. I started to cry and scream at him "It is your baby, I am pregnant and you better step up and be responsible for your baby". Jack hung up on me and asked me never to call him again by text. I sat down and thought about my options and I knew that I really did not want to be a mom, but I still believe that Jack will come around to the news and be apart of his children's life.
