DISCLAIMER: AS MUCH AS I WOULD LOVE TO OWN HANNAH MONTANA AND ANY OF THE CHARACTERS ASSOCIATED WITH IT, THEY ALL BELONG TO DISNEY CHANNEL.

9:58 am.

That's the exact moment that I fell in love with her. From the moment she walked in to class late on her first day at my high school during our freshman year. Now we're about start our senior year. Every single minute of my life since meeting her has been consumed by thoughts of her. She's perfect in every way I can imagine. I would give anything to be with her.

I'm Mikayla Marshall. The girl in question is Miley Stewart. Yep, that's right; I'm in love with my best friend. Actually, she's more than that. She's my soul-mate, girl of my dreams, life support, motivation, and so much more.

She's so perfect for me and I can't believe she hasn't noticed yet.

Does she not feel the heat between us? Does she not feel me tremble every time we hug or touch? Does she not see the longing in my eyes with every look I give her? No, she doesn't. She's dating the GUY of HER dreams. Don't get me wrong, he's a great guy, just not the person I see her spending the rest of her life with.

He may be a great guy, but he stole something from me. He stole MY Miley. I loved her first, and he just "fell from heaven to love her", as she puts it. My heart shatters when I see them together. I hate being the third wheel. I want it to just be Miley and me, no one else. Just her and I living out the rest of our lives in pure love and happiness.

I know he treats her right. I would treat her better.

Another thing about him: he's starting to change. I've noticed lately that he's not in love with her anymore. No, instead of looking deep into her eyes like I would do, he lets his eyes wonder down to her body. I don't know if this is something I should tell Miley about. I don't want to be the one to break her heart. No, I want him to be the one to break her heart so she has no choice but to come to me for comfort.

Does that sound mean? I'm beginning to think that I'm a freak. My parents say that it's not right to love someone of the same gender. They told me that society looks down on people like me. I was scared that they were going to disown me. Fortunately for me, aside from being super in love with Miley, I'm also great at pretending I'm not to everyone else, except Miley. I know I can be myself around her and she won't judge me. That's why I love her. Everyone else in my life has judged me. Miley was the first person to accept me for who I am. I actually don't know if I would call myself lesbian. I'm not really attracted to anyone other than Miley, nor have I ever been. Miley was, and is, my first love. I don't plan on ever loving anyone else. If something terrible were to happen to Miley, I would probably kill myself. I don't know how I lived before meeting her.

Yes, she knows I'm "lesbian". She always asks me if I like any girl at the current moment, and I always tell her "Yes, I'm just waiting for her to realize that I do and that she likes me back". I want Miley to make the first move. I don't know why, but she's just so fragile to me. I want to protect her from all the dangers in the world.

You see, Miley has a depressive streak. I don't know why. She's never told anyone, not even her dad. I want her to tell me so I can chase away her fears. She's so amazing and it pains me to know the girl I love is feeling so much pain. Her boyfriend doesn't know that she has issues with depression. Okay, I know I said he's a great guy. Well, I lied. He's just your typical douchebag that pretends to love a girl just to get in her pants. I know Miley is a virgin, she's told me before. If he's the one to take her virginity, I don't even know what I would do with myself. I want to be the one to take it. I would take it and treasure it forever with her by my side. He would take it and forget her.

I guess you could say I'm sort of obsessed with her. I have a playlist on my iPod called "I Love You". It's filled with sad love songs. Listening to them makes me feel stronger because I know that other people feel the same way I do about someone. Basically, if you still don't understand how I feel about Miley, please go listen to the song Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls. That's pretty much my theme song. I have some of the lyrics tattooed on my wrist. Obsessed, right?

Tomorrow is the first day of senior year. I decided that I'm not going to let the year end without letting Miley know how I feel. If she reacts in my favor, I'll have achieved nirvana. If she reacts negatively, well fuck me right?

AN: So did you guys like the way I started this? It my first story that I'll be writing and posting on this site. This first chapter was just Mikayla explaining things and setting up the story. This is just my writing style, so most of the chapters will be like this, but I'll probably add in a bit more dialogue. I still haven't decided if I will ever put it in Miley's POV at any point in the story. All reviews welcome, you can flame but please keep it constructive. Thanks for reading, come back soon for an update!