Disclaimer: Do I really have to confess something so HEART WRENCHING! (sigh) it's in my bio...

A/N : ok, guys, this is IMPORTANT! I made a forum for u guys! XD, it will include my A/N notes / information for stories from NOW ON. And if u have any questions about my stories feel free to review me and I'll reply, send a message to me(most affective) or go to the forum. There will be more information in the forum itself cause I don't want to keep on blabbing on...it will be in a topic called "Everyone come read this first!"

Enjoy! (This story in Dark's point of view ohh, and SPOILERS for the anime!)


Worthwhile?

What would you feel if you saw me now?

Watching me float in this endless abysswith no limits. Yet it can also be described as a cage with no doors; no escape.

Sadness?

Pity?

Or perhaps...Guilt?

Wasn't it you that had let me fly foolishly straight into the "Black Wings"-without saying anything but five simple words-trapping me in this chaotic calm in the first place.

"I'll always be with you." And yet, ironically, right after saying those words you leave me forever.

Wasn't I something to you?

Wasn't I anything!

Or...was I just nothing...something you were eager to throw away.

Don't think I didn't know...even after Riku had confessed her love to you, you were always hoping that I'd go away...

I was just...a piece of you that could be easily disposed of.

But even though I've been here for so long...I can't help but think...

I'm being selfish.

You were the most important person in my life...

I...I should be happy that you're happy, right?

And yet here I am, wallowing in my own self pity.

Some gentleman I am.

I wonder what Risa would think if she saw me now? But then again...did she ever think about anything but her and I?

I was the great Kaitou Dark! But now I'm nothing but someone locked in a cage.

And it's all because of you.

You were the only one who got to me.

You are the only one who has a place in my heart, and I'm sure it'll always be like that.

And yet I'm being selfish.

To think that I sacrificed the rest of my life for you to live out yours to the fullest.

I might not be there, but I'll know you'll be happy...and that truly makes me happy.

I know you'll find someone special in your life that might replace me. But to know that you have the rest of your life ahead of you will let me last in this loneliness.

And as I think back to all of this now, I know it was worthwhile.


ok! tell me what you think! not to overwhelming and overdone is it? XD well, that's what I thought when I was writing it...

Ja!
Jessi-chan!