5 years.. It's been 5 years since Brooklyn was born.. She just turned 5 years old a month ago.. Jon is on the road still but not as much anymore.. Mckenzie, Brooklyn's baby sitter has moved into the house because she has to watch Brooklyn full time when Jon isn't home because she is now in kindergarten.. Jon brings Brooklyn with him for big events and on school breaks...

"Brooklyn Marie! Don't you dare!" Jon yelled from his chair as he was preparing for an interview at the performance center and watching Brooklyn as she climbed in one of the rings and climbed the the top rope preparing to jump
"But daddy..." She said
"Get down!" He said sternly
"That's what I'm trying to do!" She said that was one thing she did get from Jon for sure was the sarcasm and the attitude Jon gave her a look and she climbed down and ran over to him
"Look.. Kenzie's here.." He said as Mckenzie walked into the performance center the interviewer was clearly getting annoyed that she wasn't getting all of Jon's attention
"Sweetie why don't you go hang out with your mom?" The interviewer said to Brooklyn
"My mom's dead.." She said "that's not my mom.. That's my Kenzie.." She said and ran off to Mckenzie who picked her up the interviewer looked horrified
"I didn't.." She started before Jon put his hand up
"Leave it.. It's fine.. Let's get this over with.." Jon said

Yes it was hard for Jon still that Renee was gone. Forever.. She had came to the house when Brooklyn was three years old and said she wanted to be apart of her life but Jon denied that access and told her she wasn't going to keep coming in and out of Brooklyn's life and there were some not so nice words said between the two before Renee left.. She was driving when her car swerved into oncoming traffic and she died instantly.. It was ruled an accident but there was speculation around if it was really an accident or if Renee actually wanted to die after that night.. He regretted that night and the things he said to her but he had to protect his daughter but maybe if he had just let her see Brooklyn that night she'd still be here

After the interview Jon was home with Brooklyn and Mckenzie.. Mckenzie was sitting outside by the pool watching as Brooklyn was swimming Jon came up behind her and sat next to her
"so.. How's your life going?" Jon asked he was genuine in his question and Mckenzie smiled
"Good.. Almost finished with this semester then I get the summer off.." She said Mckenzie was in her junior year of college for child psychology and it was kind of helpful with Brooklyn because she knew how to handle her and answer her questions.. Mckenzie was 25 years old.. Tan.. dark brown hair and bright blue eyes.. she was a bombshell..
"So you're off for the summer… you can come with us when Brooklyn gets out of school…" Jon said and Mckenzie looked down then back at Jon "I mean if you want to.. You don't have to.. I know you've got friends you probably want to hang out with and not be with us all the time.." He rambled on
"Hey.. I'd love to come with you.. Plus if I don't go who's gonna entertain her and keep her occupied? She's a handful.." She said and Jon smiled and
"Well I'm glad.." he said
"Kiss her already!" They heard from the water and Mckenzie looked down at the ground as her hair fell in her face Jon's face turned red and he shook his head
"You're not helping.." Jon said as Brooklyn got out of the water and came and sat down next to him
"Come on.. I'm not dumb.. I know you like her.. I know she likes you… just kiss already.." Brooklyn said
"It's not that simple.."Jon said and Mckenzie's face fell she did like Jon she'd liked him since day one but she kept quiet and didn't want to get in the way of his relationship with his daughter and she didn't want to get in the way of his career so she stayed back but she was getting tired of keeping quiet and truth be told she did want to try this with him but she would never tell him.. There's no way He could feel the same way about her so she put it out of her mind

That night Brooklyn was asleep and Mckenzie was in the kitchen eating strawberries and whip cream when Jon came in he was in gym shorts and no shirt which only meant one thing He'd just finished his workout she tried not to stare and looked down at her food as he went to the fridge and got a water he put it on the counter he turned to look at her
"hey.." He said and she looked up to see him standing very close to her "I want to try something just to get this over with and out of the way and prove a point to myself that theres nothing between us.." He said and her heart was beating very fast as he grabbed her chin and brought there faces together before kissing her it started off simple and gentle before it turned passionate and rough before either knew what was going on Mckenzie was on the counter as Jon stood in between her legs her arms wrapped around his neck the entire time neither broke the kiss.. They pulled away and looked at each other
"Oh my god…" they said in unison before Jon kissed her again
"How did that feel to you?" She asked as he walked away before turning back to her
"Good.. Really good.. I don't think i've ever felt that before.. You okay?" He asked her and she laughed a little
"Are you kidding? I'm great.. that was amazing…" She said before she felt his lips crash on to hers and he picked her up carrying her upstairs
"What the hell are we doing?" She asked as she kissed him and he kicked the door to his room open and shutting it he began to pull her shirt off
"I don't know.." He said and placed her on the bed "and I don't care…" He said

Mckenzie turned to look at the clock it was 2 AM she rolled over and Jon's arm was draped over her waist
"You okay?" He asked with his eyes still closed
"Yeah… Are you?" She asked and he smiled
"Amazing.." He said and she laughed curling into his chest before falling asleep

** Woah.. Talk about a heavy 1st chapter..**