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A/N: So, I was pming to Bex213 about Narcissa Malfoy, and her feelings towards Voldy and whatnot.

This fanfic is based on that conversation. I hope you guys like it.

I sigh. Once again, The Dark Lord has destroyed my family. He has taken over my house. I can't even call it a home, now. My preciously decorated rooms are being destroyed. Everywhere I look, there are guards, barring me from entering certain rooms of my own dwelling.
Don't get me wrong. I fully believe in He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named's message. Mudbloods are the downfall of the wizarding world, and we should have more freedom to use our magic where ever we are, and no matter whose around.

However, I can't say that I agree with how he gets the message across. He does so much damage to families. Every single Death Eater's family is broken up. The husbands must always be running around to do the Dark Lord's will. The sons grow up, and their only dream is to be a Death Eater. The wives are always worrying that the husbands will be killed-either by the Aurors or by the Dark Lord himself. There's the constant fear of Azkaban. The constant worry that something will go wrong.

I hate the damage it has done to my family. Draco isn't even out of school, and he is already doing the Dark Lord's bidding. He instigated a huge fight at Hogwarts. I am so worried about him. He was not ready for that task, and if he hadn't succeeded, then Draco, and my family, would be finished in the eyes of the Dark Lord. And, his eyes are the only ones that are important.

This worried me so much, that I forced Severus to make an unbreakable vow to protect my son. My son matters so much more to me than ridding the world of mudbloods does.

I don't care what Voldemort asks me to do, my family, at least in my eyes, is above that.

Unfortunately, my husband and son don't feel the same way.

A/N: What do you guys think? Do you feel like Narcissa has a different outlook on life than what I portrayed here?

Review, please. Thanks!