Hi everyone this is my first fanfiction so please review and let me know what you think about the story!!
This story is set before the movie and I'm so sorry if I wrote something wrong but I'm Italian and I don't know very well the English.
Disclaimer: I do not own Camp Rock, The song or anything of this story. -
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Hi everyone I'm Mitchie Torres and guess what?? I'm writing a song, its title 'This is me', when I hear on the radio a song called Welcome to my life by Simple Plan and as soon as I hear the words of the song I think that this sing could be the soundtrack of my life. You want to know why? Well easy, I haven't got any friends, and none love me, my parents are working all the time, and I know, you don't believe this but they also told me that I was their biggest mistake, and now I start to cry again as I heard how those word describe me fully…
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
Do you ever feel out of place like somehow you just don't belong? Do you lock yourself in your room with the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming? Well that's how I feel every day so I think I am. Why?? Well, not having friends, anybody cares about how I am or how I feel, no one is interested in my opinions or my thoughts, nobody is interested in whether I'm wrong because no one addressed me the word, and do you know what's the worst thing? It's me that nobody cares about.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
But it's useless that I'll ask you, isn't it? You don't know how I feel when all of you joke me, you don't know that when I get home after school I lock myself in my room crying and screaming until I fell better, and do you want to know when I feel better?? When I fall asleep and I dream that I have a better life with friends and people that love me for what I am, and then, when the day after I wake up, the nightmares begins again, yes because the life it's a nightmare for me, but you don't know what all of this means, do you? No, your life is perfect and you don't have to think of anything how to dress to go to school or going out with friends!! No, you don't know what its like to be like me.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
To be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you. Here, this sentence describe fully all my life, I was, I am and I will always alone, May you understand that I don't want to be hunted by you, that I don't want to fell alone and depressed, that I am just another simply girl like you, No you don't understand, and you won't ever understand cause you don't know what all of this mean!!
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
Do you wanna be somebody else?? If You know how many times I arrived to desire this, but unfortunately, this wish was never realized, but then I think that first I was like you, I had so much 'friends' if they were able to be defined like this, many I love you, you're the best friend in the world, a lot of smile, and as soon as I turn around they all talked bad behind me, and now, I turn back to reality, and I realize that I am alone in a life that I hate, in a world that I hate and that inside of me, psychologically, I have already died long time ago.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
And then I wonder why, why no one love me? Why nobody cares about me? Why am I treated badly without I have done anything? I'm just a girl that would like the little affection that has never received from anyone!! I don't want to be hunted by you, I don't want to feel always so depressed, but it's useless I'll ask you why, cause you don't know what it's like to be like me!!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
To be hurt, to feel lost, to feel like you've been pushed around, here how I felt for the last five years of my life and how I steel feel, because you are what made me feel so, because you made me feel bad when nobody addressed me the word but for ask me the solutions examinations or for kidding me, the only thing I want it's that you understand how I feel!! But I guess I'm asking you a lot!
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
But now I realize that you don't know and you won't ever know how I feel cause you're life is perfect right?? Yeah cause, at you, your friends don't ever stabbed in the shoulder like 'my' friends did.
Moreover you don't ever do all these problems cause you have a lot of friends and it's them that looking for you, and as friends even gifts right?? You don't never sweaty for get what you want, you've only ever won without giving anything in return, just because what you wanted was always there that expected that you took it, and look I'm happy for you, but I'm not fine.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
But you don't know all this, you know nothing about me and I don't claim that you understand, this would be crazy, the only thing that I might claim it's that you admit that you don't know and you won't ever know how it feels to be like me, because if your life is perfect you couldn't even know, so admit it, you don't know what it's like, so Welcome to my life!!
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