Men in Her Life

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Summary: All the guys Catherine ever wanted are gone, even the one she wanted all along.

Spoilers: Way To Go (the worst episode yet)

A/N: I wrote this up a while ago and decided to post it becase it keept telling me it was getting bored just sitting there. Just a short little fic that I came up with it. Its all the guys that Catherine has been with during seasons 1-6 (sorry if there are grammar and spelling mistakes)


How come every man that I want always ends up with some other woman? They either cheat or go to someone else before I can claim them.

Eddie cheated. I wanted him in my own way. He was like a drug…I couldn't get enough of him even when I hated him. Soon I quit though. It was like I was being feed drugs again after rehab, but I said no.

Paul, never really wanted him. I just needed that male role in my life, if you know what I mean. We both knew that I was using him and it had to stop.

Chris, another cheater. He was another one that I needed. I had to have him after seven months. But then…I started to like him. No love though. There were a lot of…actions between us. Then it happened, like Eddie all over again. I left. No words just left.

Alan. Ha. What a freak. But I guess he fit the profile. Middle aged bad boy. You know the type you meet in a club and you just want to let go and be daring for once…or twice. He seemed sweet and nice but he wasn't. He wanted on thing…not that I didn't want it but…no. He seemed to have…anger issues.

Then there was Warrick. Warrick, Warrick. He got married. Was I pissed? Yes. I thought that Warrick and I had a little something. We flirted…a lot. Everyone knew that we did. I couldn't help it. It was fun and his eyes…his eyes were his best feature. I told him how I felt though. But if knew that if anything ever happened between us, it wouldn't last long and the flirting would stop.

Gil. Yes Gil Grissom. I wanted him. Surprised? I wanted him for so long. I was just too stupid to do anything. I should have said something, damn it! I should have. Now I hate myself for not saying anything. I really do. I didn't do anything so he got with her. Why her of all people on earth. Why not…Lady Heather or some woman I don't know? Her. I guess all I can do is sit back and find another guy to be disappointed by. At least I have Lindsey and mom.

I wish that I could have told him, that I could go back in time and tell him. But I can't. He's with her and soon he will see the mistake he is making but I still can't tell him. Its way too late to tell Gil Grissom that I love him.


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