I couldn't describe how I felt at that moment, maybe it was fear, pain, or loneliness, but I did know nothing was going to be the same again after this was over. Obvious to the lifeless bodies of the only people I ever cared about or the fact that their blood lay scattered all over the room and on my frozen and shocked form, a deep crimson reflecting the light of the lamps that lighted the small room where it all happened. Where my life seemed to end. It all seemed so simple before, we would finally go back home and resume our lost lives, acting as if it was nothing, even thought that wasn't true, but somehow it had all gone wrong. They where gone and never coming back. Just like everyone else I ever cared for.......gone.